Abandoned Am Wilson

Envy, bitterness, and agony, I suddenly felt as I learned about my wrongful decisions. The wife may be the betrayed one, but there is no worse painful feeling than being the mistress. Because you are the half-loved one, and you have no rights to be hurt nor have the right to demand. Falling in love with an attached man is dangerous. Falling in love with Ezekiel Lorenzo Montivano is catastrophic. I'm Amber Josephine Adelantar people call me a homewrecker, a destructive threat, a concubine, his number two, his mistress, and his kept woman. But can you blame me? Is it my fault for falling in love with the right man at the wrong time? "You aren't my mistress, Amber." "I am since you made me become one."

Si Vegee Mariano, isang heartbreaker, binayaran siya ni Steffi, eight-hundred thousand. Ipapahinto niya ang kasal ng babae at magpanggap na nobya sa nobyo nitong si Gabriel Quiros. Nagawa niya ang trabaho. Dumaan ang linggo, nagpakamatay si Gabriel Quiros dahil sa matinding depression. Siya ang sinisisi ng pamilya nito. Dahil sa takot umuwi siya ng Bohol. Naging payapa ang buhay ni Vegee sa probinsya. Hanggang isang araw, dumating sa buhay niya si Wilson Montreal. Naging pamilyado si Vegee sa mukha nito. Ito ang lalaking nakasama niyang kumain sa fast-food chain noon sa Manila. Nasa probinsya na ito at may business. Araw-araw itong bumibisita ang lalaki at nagsabi ito ng totoong nararamdaman nito. Hindi manhid si Vegee sa naramdaman ng lalaki at ganoon din siya sa kanyang sarili. Naging mapusok sila sa kanilang naramdaman. Isang gabi, nagyaya si Wilson sa resort nito. Nagpunta kaagad si Vegee ngunit nandoon si Steffi. Pinahiya siya ng babae at doon niya nalaman na si Wilson ay ang kapatid ni Gabriel Quiros. Kaya bang ipaglaban ni Vegee ang kanyang nararamdaman sa lalaki kung naghihiganti lang pala ang lalaki sa pagkamatay ng kapatid nito? Kaya niya bang ipaglaban pa rin ang kanyang pagmamahal sa lalaki kung nalaman niyang may relasyon si Steffi at Wilson? Paano kung nagbunga ang mapusok nilang mga gabi?

I was staring at Leion. He was kneeling in front of me, begging like he would lose half of his life when I left him. "This is what you want, from the very beginning, right?" I said, while smiling from ear to ear, before I sipped on my red wine. I didn't know that red wine taste so sweet, when I feel the victory, I know I will win this one, because loathe makes me stronger, I will feel nothing, if not anger, resentment and pain. I am numb, and the day Leion hurt my feelings, over and over again. But now, look at him, acting like he loves me and he cares for me, that if his feelings are true, why couldn't he do it then? "Aubrey, I am begging you, please—" "Do you remember the day I begged you to stay, because I am weak and tired from all of your bullshits, I gave you patience and all the understanding, and now, do you think all of the so called kindness that you show me lately is enough to forgive all the things you've done to me?" "Why are you so heartless?" Leion said while his tears running down to his cheeks, a crocodile tears, I will never be taken away again. "My love, you're the reason, now deal with it."

Isang anak ng magaling na agent si Wilson marasigan, na kinilala noon bilang isang magaling na agent noon. Samantalang si Elijah ay lumaki naman sa bahay ampunan , dahil sa pag kamatay ng kanyang mga magulang. Nang siya ay lumaki ay nag tungo siya sa ahensya kung saan nag trabaho ang mga magulang niya at nag trabaho siya doon bilang isang magaling na agent. At dahil sa isang mission ay nag kakilala si Wilson marasigan at Elijah . Na naging dahilan para lumabas ang totoo pag katao ni Wilson. At dahil doon ay inutusan siya gawing isang tunay na lalaki si wilson, magampanan kaya niya ang kanyang tungkulin o tunay na niya ibigin si Wilson?

“Ito na ko, Autum. Hindi mo na pwedeng baguhin. I’m messed up, chaotic and twisted. I’ve been like this for so long, it’s not like kaya kong biglang baguhin ang lahat para lang sayo.” malungkot na saad niya habang diretsong nakatingin sakin ang mga mata niyang napupuno na unti-unti ng luha. “Phoe-” “No, Autumn. I really understand. Ganyan ka, ganito ako. We are two different beings, maybe you won’t ever understand me, so do I. So whatever your decision will be, I’ll gladly accept it. I will respect it, we will respect it. Ganoon ka kahalaga. Ganoon kita kamahal. It’s your call. Whether you would be willing to get tangled up into this mess and damaged world of mine or would rather stay outside.” dagdag niya pa at saka ko iniwan sa gitna ng malawak na park na ‘to. He’s a prince living in the modern world. He got money, lots of it. Fame, status, perfect image and his perfectly carved features. Lahat na ata nasa kanya pero may isang sikreto lang siyang maingat na itinatago na di sinasadyang nalaman ko. Apparently, he’s messed up and twisted. Literally. Could I accept those dark and twisted sides of him? Would I ever be comfortable loving someone like him na minsan hindi ko alam kung sino ba talaga? He’s Phoenix Alcantara. A 28-year-old CEO of two large corporations. And I am Autumn Taylor. And this is the story of our twisted and messed up love story.

"We will never come back here next summer. We won't." Kuya Dusk's voice sounded with finality. I heard my brothers sighed heavily. They both kissed me in my forehead, and the next thing I knew, my vision were blocked by darkness. I am to reckless for giving trust. I am a foolish when I gave love. It's all absurd, but I did all that. For him, for the man I thought of never gonna hurt me. I want to forget you. I hope I could wake up tomorrow with no worries, tomorrow that I will no longer remember you, Trevor. I wish I could forget how I gave my whole stupid heart to you.

"At least make just one step closer, Sage! Sa paraang iyon ay masasabi kong may pag-asa pa akong makasama ka." It took a minutes before he make not just one step, instead he ran into me and hug me tightly. "I waited for this, my moon," he whispered. I miss his touch, I miss everything about him. I am home and I can't wait to feel his love again. All the pains and burdens from the past will remain in the past and this is the starting of my new life.

I am staring at the city lights while having a smoke. It’s been a while since the last time I stayed in this condo. “Mist,” the man called me and I just gave him a boring look. “I want—” “Us back again?” sarkastiko kong sabi, tumango siya kaya tumawa ako. “Sorry, but killing is now my passion, so kill that love of yours.” “Isn’t it love is your passion?” naiiyak na sabi niya. “People change, and I ended that passion.” Iniwan ko na siya sa veranda saka nagtungo sa kwarto nag-ayos ng damit isinuot ang agent suit. Again, I am ready to kill. “Love? What the heck is that, I won’t beg, even if he does, hindi na ako papasok sa mundong yon, that place is chaotic, it is poisonous, venomous that can make you feel ill and numb.” Zyra Mist Alejandro, too tired of loving. If come inside of my heart you can only see words saying ‘end of passion’ because love is a killing potion.

Tetzuki Naver pretended to be an average guy to hide from his parents and abandoned his throne being as the Mafia King. But he worked on an organization that had a great intention on the city he\'s living in. And become friends with his team. But because one of his friends made a deal. He somewhat finds himself roaming around the city and lays his eyes on the restaurant that finds a waiter/waitress. He thought that his life at the restaurant where he would work would be usual. Until he met Thea, he felt something in himself. Strange, frightening, fierce, and destructive. Can Naver tear it down and hide it? Or willing to be deficient in front of others, especially his boss Thea?

"Baby... please don't do this to me! We can fix it! Just please! please don't do this" I beg to him while his packing his things. "I'm sorry Sandra... but I can't.  I can't spend my life to you anymore. Don't make this hard to us, just let me go." He said without any expression to his face. " A-are you leaving me because she's back? Are you  going to throw everything we've been through,  for the fast four years of our marriage? Just b-because.... just because your first love came back? You're throwing me out because of her? " Pagtatanong ko sa mahinahong boses at habang pinapatatag ang sarili ko na 'wag mag- breakdown sa sagot na maririrnig ko mula sakaniya. Tumigil siya sa pag-iimpake at tumingin sa akin ng deretso na halos ikatumba ko. "Yes. Everyone said she's already dead, everyone lied to me. Everyone fool me! I wouldn't marry you if i just known she's still alive. I'm sorry... Sandra I hope you understand." Saad niya. Hindi ko man lang siya nakitaan ng pagsisisi o kahit awa man lang para sa akin para sa nagawa niya. Tang*na! ginawa niya akong rebound. Natawa ako sa mga sinabi niya, puno ng galit at sakit akong tumitig sa kniya at mapait na ngumiti. "So all this time I am just your rebound? all this time pinaniwala mo akong mahal mo ako ! Pinaniwalaan ko lahat ng mga sinabi mo, pinakita at pinaramdam mo, pati mga pangako mong hindi naman pala para talaga sakin! "Wala kang puso Jiro, hindi ka makatao... Pinag-sisisihan kong nakilala kita at nagtiwala ako sa'yo... at lalong pinag-sisisihan kong ikaw pa ang minahal ko."     Saad ko na punong-puno ng galit ngunit sa mahinahong boses at walang emosyong mga matang nakatitig sa kaniya.