Darkness
I tell Amari all of this and of course my sister has a response for it all.
"Alan. I don't understand why you are so hard on yourself. Addiction is not some flu that comes around once a year and only stays for a few days. It's something you will have to deal with for the rest of your life, just like my illness. I could easily get cancer again, hell, I can get a new one. And as much as it would hurt me, it would have to be something that I deal with. The only way to do that, is to trust your heart to the people around you. We aren't walking around you with kid gloves. We just love you and understand what you're going through. We all have things we aren't proud
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