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~I want to breathe, I hate this night I want to wake up, I hate this dream I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead Don't wanna be lonely Just wanna be yours~ -(BTS) Save Me --- --- --- --- --- "You are home sire." "I am." "And you are late." "Indeed." "And you seem rather flustered." "I do- what?" "Your cheeks sire. You are red as the red moon." "No I'm not.” "Yes you are."

Ryan was gone. I looked at my side table, to get a glass of water and there was a paper with something written on it. I took it and started to read. It was Ryan's message for me. It said, "I am going to my house. There are pills for headache in the drawer. I didn't mean to harm you in any way from the beginning. I just liked you the moment I met you. But now I saw how scared you were. So, I think we aren't meant for eachother. I will not come for you anymore. And I am sure you also want to stay away from me. You deserve a loving human. And I can't be one even if I pretend to be one. I hope you liked the moments we spent together but If you don't want my memories with you. You can call me any

his voice soft against my ear. The water holds me Until I can't breathe at all As my heart believes it's lost again Waiting for you to walk out that door Then the sun shined down Your beauty burning me As you decide not to walk out that door Yet stay here with me forever more My heart can love once more.

I can be whoever I want. I transpose to the beginning of the verse to prepare myself for the song, then I sing... Have you ever had the feeling? That you are all alone Have you ever heard the harmony? That’s coming from my soul. My childhood memories rush through my mind, tracing deep into my heart. Hayden and my parents. My song conveys the agony I’ve experienced in the past. It’s as if I’m speaking to them about my emotions and needing to be heard. I’ve tried so hard to stand alone.

My own life, finally my own. I smiled. And I went home.

I released my lip. The anger that hit me next was clean and fast and I held onto it with both hands. "You want to keep me hostage." Not a question. "That's what this actually is." I looked straight at him. "You have no right. I am not your property. I don't belong to you. I don't care about the alliance. I don't care about any of it." I stood up so fast the chair scraped. "I'm leaving. Right now. And there is nothing—"

I approached the door and knocked to be let out. -Open up! -but I knew it was useless, yet I couldn't stop trying. -Let me go please! -My voice broke, I leaned against the door and let myself fall to the floor. There I burst into tears. I thought about Nick, I also thought about my parents and Nate. I felt I would never see them again. All I wanted was to get out of here. - A knock on the door made me wake up suddenly, I had fallen asleep between so much crying. The room was dark. In the distance I heard music, I assumed it was the guy's party. I was hoping that this was all just a nightmare.

Tak pernah aku impikan Betapa beratnya meruntuhkan hatimu Lama sudah ku menunggu Seutas harapan tulus cintamu … Tak pernah aku impikan Betapa beratnya meruntuhkan hatimu Lama sudah ku menunggu Seutas harapan tulus cintamu … Takkan kutemui Wanita sepertimu Takkan kudapatkan Rasa cinta ini … Kubayangkan bila engkau datang Kupeluk bahagia kan aku Kuserahkan seluruh hidupku Menjadi penjaga hatimu … Sering kali kutemukan

The time ahead would be mine and mine alone. The End

Alone again. ......