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I giggles. "Please forget about that one,I have something to tell you?" TBC

No. “I... am a single mother...you...you can’t ....I am damaged goods....I can’t Levi....” I stammered as my heart begged for me to stop. But no. I just can’t do this. I turned around and ran away wishing that I never met Levi. little droplets of salty tears flew from my eyes as I ran towards my room. I am sorry Levi. Forgive me *End of flashback*

I'm blaming myself for everything. "If you're still blaming yourself then I am too," may bahid ng sakit ang tono niya. "Kung hindi lang manipis ang lubid na pareho nating hawak noon, masaya pa sana tayo ngayon, I chose the wrong string."

I choose to be selfish now. To be continued...

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She fell silent, letting her words soak into the quiet between us. "Perhaps someday, you'll see somebody, or something, that helps you understand there's more to living than keeping pain." I wanted to yell and say, "Mind your own business," but it stuck to me like a shadow that I was powerless to shake. I shut my eyes and hoped that anger could help cover the awkward feelings within my chest. "I don't need anyone," I said quietly, almost more to myself than to her. "I can make it on my own. I've done it before, and I'll do it again."

“Stop being mean to me! Stop being mean to me!” I break down in tears. My chest is stifling. It cannot contain my frustration. Why won't anything ever go my way? “Kael, what do I do?” Kael pats my back with an assuring look. “It's okay. This is not the end. You can still shift another full moon. Pull yourself together.” “What do I do? What do I do Kael…I'm so confused right now…” She sighs and without speaking another word, she just pulls me into her body. I stay there in her hands and my tears flow.

How do I let go of a love that I believed I always had for a person? I am just a broken selfish man.

" I spent the rest of the time in silence. I had no energy to speak. I slowly got up from the bed, took the luggage that was under the bed, and pulled it up. Adrian tried his best to somehow help me, but I could see the sadness in his eyes. After packing all my things, I sat on the bed and waited for Kade to come and get me. ''Ivy please don't ignore me. What happened?'' he says, kneeling in front of me and taking both of my hands in his. '' I don't want to talk about it,'' I say, releasing my hands from his grip and resting them on my knees. "All right, Adrian. You don't have to be with me. I can take care of myself."

I looked at the collapsing world and gave a faint, bitter smile. "There's nothing I can do now." The truth was, without me, this world should have ended ten years ago. "There's nothing you can do?" someone yelled. "We don't believe that!"