Aku Akan Hidup Sebagai Penjahat 소설 & 이야기

“You could say that.” “Is this the only life you’ve ever wanted?” He was quiet again, a pause so long, it seemed like he wouldn’t provide an answer to follow it. “There was a time when I wanted something else. To take a path no one else in my family wanted to walk. But I learned the hard way that this is what I’m destined for. I’m a criminal who earns his living in unsavory ways, but innocent lives remain untouched because of it, so some good comes from it.”

Jaguar said. “We’re all this way, you know,” Jetter went on. “Killers. Thieves. We live outside the law because we can’t live any other way. Rod, he just wasn’t built for this life. It takes a certain kind of man to survive it, to thrive in it.” “Why are you telling me this?” I asked him.

He is a criminal, who would go to the extreme just to protect the majority. His reputation as a mighty, righteous, and well-mannered man is farce. He is a shameful man who have never fought equally. Whether it be against men, the realm, or destiny. He always must do what is necessary for everyone. One life in exchange for hundreds is what he had decided.

“You can’t escape the Pakhan. No one escapes him, Dawn. You just have to embrace your new life in Russia.” I scoff at his last words. If this…punishment and being a captive is the new life I’ll live in Russia, I’d rather die than live to wade through it. I’ve suffered enough to add more suffering to my pains. Death will be better too, I’ll save my child the pains of this new life. I hear the harsh laughter that ruptures from Akim while they continue chattering away and I keep my eyes closed, considering my options.

“Do you want to ruin your life by killing me?” “If it ruins Theron in the process then I guess it is worth the shot,” His head leans back, staring briefly at the ceiling. What baffled me was how relaxed he seemed, as if he wasn’t talking about a human’s life. As if it wasn’t wrong for him to take a person’s life, as if I wasn’t more than just livestock. “I will plead guilty to the crime, cry, apologize, and beg—the law will believe an apologetic assailant, and then there will be speculations, on whether or not you had agitated me?”

- He is here with us. - Is he alive? - Yes, he is. - Tell me what it's like to be a murderer? - You're a murderer, can't you know that? - I kill criminals like you, not innocent people. - Innocent people are consequences of the acts, that sometimes happen in the different confrontations, you know Maria, let's not make unnecessary show, you sent to kill a newborn, who do you think you are to judge.

I complimented myself. I looked around and saw everyone around me on the forest ground still sleeping soundly, and I felt better knowing no one was awake to hear my struggle and get suspicious that I was suddenly growing a conscience for being a heartless, cold blooded killer. Yes, that’s what I am, and I won’t deny it. Don’t you judge me from your little, prefect, peaceful corner of the world! It's not like I had any other choice in the matter! I was raised into this merciless life and there was no other way to live it but to play the only part of the game that will let me survive it, that will keep me alive.

Sоmеhоw, wе’vе bееn рullеd іntо the web of a mаѕtеr сrіmіnаl. Mу desire fоr juѕtісе fіrеѕ up, rеіgnіtіng thе rаgе. I nееd to be smart. If I рrеtеnd I dоn’t knоw аnуthіng, thеrе’ѕ still a chance I’ll be аllоwеd tо live.

” “Both of us. There are many rogue bandits between here and Rynion and it is faster to fly as well. I want to get this over with as soon as possible and not have to deal with this in the first place but I need to. If what you said before was true you never killed and innocent people then you would be a vigilante working for money and not a criminal.” Leanunya frowned, “What difference does it make if what I said is true or not?” “It makes a world of difference to me. You wouldn’t be a criminal but a vigilante. Those are two different things. It would determine how you are treated. If you lied it would change nothing but if you are telling the truth it would change everything.”