Novel & Cerita Am I The Ahole

Now, that's a question I'm unable to find an answer for. "Fuck.... Ah!"

She laughed and continued,"why are you so dumb in boys' matters" "I am just like that. And now I am feeling like a golddigger. He is playing me and I am playing him. More like I am robbing him". I said annoyingly and in a sad way."Ok bye". I hung up the phone although I heard her saying "but ash".

I am insane, literally. ----

He think am those cheap girls who died and lust over his body. Today am going to show him the stuff am made up of. You hit hard this time am going to hit harder next time. ' ALEXANDER DAVIS GET READY FOR ME. I SWEAR TO MAKE YOU LIFE A LIVING HELL '

It took the greatest amount of soul searching and introspection to come to some ground level and finally agree with myself that I was an A-class asshole. And this time, I meant it. And it’s funny because it took my favorite person hating my guts to come to those terms. And right now I was still battling with the idea of just… letting go. Everyone’s right hey. I don’t deserve Pierre. And as much as I hated to admit it, the truth was staring at me with a big 'i told you so' smirk. And I hated it. I was just about to leave for the hunt when I found a text from Elon.

Am I really one of his playthings? Fuck it.

It was better to ask now rather to live in confusion. "Do you really want that vomit on your feet so bad. You idiot. Why are you so intelligent when it comes to work and so slow when it comes to relationships? Anyway, it means it is time for honey trap!!!" Ahn said with pure evil on his eyes. "Honey trap? Aren’t you worried that she will might be in some serious troble?" Minhu asked like a wise person he is. “That’s why we are going to finish this meeting early and leave for home” Ahn said like it is the most obvious thing in the world.

Ares. Shit, I was truly fucked.

I snarl, wanting to slap myself for being so stupid and falling for his manipulation game. He used me, stole privileged information and didn't think twice about leaking it to the media. Asshole. I just can't understand how he got those pictures so fast. snort. He really should have known about the extramarital affair my mom was having by now and he played it up for me. Asshole. Asshole. Asshole. But, it sucks so well. What? Damn no. What am I thinking. Focus, Amelia. I twist my face at my reflection in the mirror, disgusted to have his marks on my body. Screw it, he doesn't matter to me anymore.

ELENA I AM… I AM… I am selfish. I only care about myself. I only care about what I want. No one else matters… just the goal ahead. The words echoed in my head like a bitter chant, hollow and sharp, cutting through my conscience like broken glass. Am I wrong for acting the way I did?