Toxic Love
But I quickly looked away so I won't feel anything about him again.
I admit that I'm still in love with him again. And it's the very reason why despite him cheating on me, I choose to stay rather than breaking up with him. Being the topic of the gossip was just an excuse. Hell, I don't even care about other people's opinions! Call me a fool and whatever, but I thought it was better to just let him hurt me until I become exhausted and drained that every piece of me will be the one to complain, and give up than let him go while I knew my heart was still aching for him.
I was a hypocrite for saying I was no masochist. Because, clearly, I was.
Bab Populer