Because It's My First Life Novels & Stories

But not from fear. Not this time. For the first time in my life, I stood my ground. And the strange thing is… It feels good.

“Okay. I’m listening.” It took a while. Even now, there were some things I just couldn’t share, and the fact that this was my second life was one of them. My rebirth was such a strange and miraculous thing, such an unparalleled gift from the Goddess, that it seemed sacrilegious to put it into words.

The shockwave blew out the remaining windows of the fortress, sending shards of glass flying like diamonds in the dark. ​We were locked in a stalemate, our blades hissing as the energies fought to consume each other. ​"Look at yourself," she hissed, her face inches from mine. "You're bleeding. You're trembling. You're human. I am the First Life. I am the pure extraction. I don't need a Shield. I don't need a Doctor. I am the End." ​"You're a tool," I spat, blood bubbling at the corner of my mouth. "Silas made you to be a battery. He made me to be a person."

Whole, unbroken, and alive. Because for the first time ever, I had chosen my own destiny. And Ronan had chosen it with me. ---

Melody Can life get any worse for me? Why is life so determined to see me fall and shattered? Why? Why Derek? My life was a mess from the very first day I stepped into this world. Be it as a child, teenager, or an adult. All I got from life is pain and agony. The goddess created me as the messiest mess on earth.

"Your feelings are real. Let them out." I leaned into her, the ring cool and solid against my finger. For the first time in my life, the day of my birth didn't feel like a day of mourning. It felt like a beginning.

And why am I hurt like this? Because I know myself that I will end my life. When I fulfill my mission here. For now, I will enjoy my life first. Because I will be lost too. Life is short. I need to enjoy.

"But I have one thing to do first." ***

"You have many enemies, there are many people after your life. There are many people who also wanted you dead just like i do but, i can't let them get you first. I am the reason why you are standing right here questioning me, i gave you life. The moment you started living again that was when you became mine." Please vote for this book.

I will never forget him because he was the first person that I loved most of my life. “Come back to me, please…” I beg and still crying.