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Maybe the only fun I had there was flying with swords. Then the future galactic world? Honestly, out of all my ninety-nine reincarnations, I didn’t reach that kind of world yet or even some apocalyptic world, and I’m thankful for that. [11:59 pm] It really felt like I am having some sort of a countdown for New Year. But in my case, it's a countdown for my New Life. Yes, let's just call it new life and not death. It sounded depressing to call it like that.

" I don't know, around 40,50, I guess " " You have lived 51 to be exact but you remember only 50 ' " What is that supposed to mean ? " " It means that you subconsciously erased your 10th life, your real 10th life from your memory because of the trauma you went through that life " " I'm pretty sure all my lifes have been traumatizing so what makes that one so special ? " Celea asked confused " It's because of guilt, you couldn't live with that guilt " " What guilt what was I feeling guilty about ? "

We all need a new beginning to challenge ourselves so life won't turn into a dull and bland show. Just like everyone, I also aimed for a new beginning. I do not doubt how much people wish to live a life that I have now. I was always grateful for my lineage and the privileges that came with it. But very recently this privileged life made me think like I was getting everything without even wasting a breath. At twenty-three I feel like I need to revaluate my life itself.

This wasn’t the life I was given. This was the life I chose. And for the first time in forever It chose me back.

My eyes snapped open. My breathing was uneven, chest rising and falling rapidly. This wasn’t a dream. This was a past life. My hands trembled as I stared at the pendant again. I had died. And I was here again. Reborn. In the same world. With the same people. With Aurelia still alive. A slow, dangerous smile curved my lips. “So that’s how it is,” I muttered. Fate gave me another chance. Not to repeat mistakes. Not to watch from the sidelines.

And for the first time in my life I had no idea what I was dealing with. ************** AUTHOR'S NOTE Thank you so much for reading! 💖 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe your support means everything and helps keep the story going! I’d love to hear your thoughts. 😊✨

"I'm sorry, Caitlyn. I had misunderstood you. I couldn't marry you in this life, but if there's a next life, I'll marry you as soon as I can." She rolled up her sleeve, revealing a new tattoo. It was a photo of us from when we were together. Through her tears, she said, "It's okay. I’ll never forget you. In the next life, I'll wait for you to marry me." Now free of attachments, I felt lighter. Slowly, I began to lose control over my form, and I realized my time in this world had come to an end. For the first time, I felt true peace. It was as if I was showing the living that death was not the end of life, but rather, the beginning of a new journey.

It wasn’t my fault. I can never go see Merilee now and I can’t let Ash keep tabs on her either. She needs to go far away from me, from everyone. Oh god that poor girl... she didn’t do anything wrong... November 10 1998 I killed my first human. It is official. I’m a monster! Week 19 Merry Christmas Merilee! Week 20 It’s been a while since we spoke Mr. Diary. It’s been a while since I left this house.

My real life had only just begun. (The End)

Hello there! I see you are back for more of my confessions, it’s good to have you back. I ain’t got much to say so let’s get on with this My apologies! Before we start I gotta inform you the tale you are about to witness isn’t my experience so I will tell it as I heard it without omitting or adding anything, hope you enjoy it Life is a crazy son of a bitch you know? One moment you are living a badass life with zero care to the world and the next you are all over a mortal cause of how good the sex was. But damn it the sex was fire—only if I could have it one last time