Novel & Cerita Bitter Feelings

With no other choice, I reluctantly obeyed, feeling sick to my stomach as I swallowed the bitter taste of defeat. "Good girl, darling." He smirked, satisfied with my compliance, and released his grip on my chin. I wiped away the tears and tried to compose myself, knowing that this was far from over. I could feel the bile rising in my throat, but I managed to keep it down. The taste lingered in my mouth, a bitter reminder of my powerlessness at that moment.

He felt a sharp sting inside his chest remembering her. " Was I that bad?" He asked trying to figure out what wrong he had done that she chose to betray him. He again asked looking at the sky," What was my fault to deserve her betrayal?" " Was there any lacking in my love?" He asked placing his hand over his heart which was beating rapidly. Then, he let out some sarcastic laughter like an insane person. He remembered those photos & videos and continued laughing without any reason. He started pulling his hair due to pain and frustration and that's when his laughter turned into some slow sobs. He bit his lips to control his emotions and rubbed his whole face making it completely red.

I felt like I couldn't be good enough for them. The bitterness in my heart intensified. In my mind, she embodied everything I feared I wasn't—tall, bold, and seemingly perfect for my mates. The anger and frustration welled up within me, threatening to overflow. Infuriated, I found myself swirling the liquid in my glass, its amber hues mirroring the whirlwind of emotions deep in my heart. I took a deep gulp of the drink in front of me, the taste of alcohol tingling on my tongue. I knew I wasn't skilled in handling alcohol, but at that moment, I didn't care.

I seethed, my words laced with the bitter taste of betrayal and anger. The room seemed to shrink around us, the air thick with tension as our confrontation escalated to a boiling point. Each word exchanged felt like a verbal battle, a clash of wills and emotions that reverberated off the walls in a symphony of discord. My heart pounded in my chest, a crescendo of rage and hurt threatening to consume me whole. A defiant glint flashed in Allison's eyes, her response cutting through the charged atmosphere like a sharpened blade. "Oh yes, and so what?" she retorted, her tone challenging and unyielding, a stark contrast to the turmoil raging within me.

The bitterness seeps into my words, reflecting the deep hurt and betrayal I feel. I chugged the bottle of alcohol I'd ordered, each gulp burning down my throat as if it were the last time I'd ever drink. I couldn't wrap my head around why Isobel would so easily shatter my trust. The question gnawed at my heart, leaving me with no answers, only the raw pain of betrayal. There was a void inside me, a vast emptiness that caused me unbearable suffering.

Things were different now. The anger and hatred seething in my heart were relentless, consuming every corner of my being like a fire that refused to die down. It wasn’t just a fleeting emotion; it was a storm brewing within me, dark and unyielding, pushing aside any remnants of the person I used to be. Each thought of her and what had transpired stoked the flames further, feeding a bitterness that felt as if it had been etched into my very soul. It was an unbearable heaviness, pressing against my chest, making it hard to breathe. The hate wasn’t just directed outward—it was a reflection of the betrayal, the humiliation, and the helplessness I had endured.

Every word, every touch, every shared memory had been tainted, distorted by the revelation of Lucy's betrayal. His fists pounded against the unyielding air, a futile attempt to release the pent-up frustration. The anguish clawed at his chest, threatening to tear him apart from within. He could taste the bitterness of betrayal, a bitter aftertaste that lingered on his tongue. The world around him seemed to blur, his vision clouded by the storm raging within his soul. His heart pounded against his ribcage, its rhythm a harsh reminder of the pain he endured. He could feel his breath coming in ragged gasps, the air heavy with the weight of disappointment.

He was lost in a sea of uncertainty, unable to grasp the true nature of his feelings. As he stood there, his emotions boiled over like a pot left on the stove for too long. Anger, regret, and disappointment swirled within him, threatening to consume them whole. But it was the murderous feeling towards those who had hurt his mate that burned the brightest. His fists clenched at his sides, his jaw set in a hard line as he vowed to make them pay for their transgressions.

While I was thinking about what she was talking about, she was saying the same thing. "You are solid now. But then, as time passes. As time go on, you're slowly turning into liquid. Like the way it was before." I gulp again, not liking what Im thinkig and feeling anymore. I reached for the spoon, and took a bite of the salad. When it touches my tongue it tasted sweet, but what I feel right now is bitterness. It's bitter. I feel bitter because of what Gina says. "You can't fall in love with anyone. Because in the end you'll marry another man, not the man you love." she said seriously then licked the finger that was covered with milk.