Novel & Cerita Bitter Feelings

he contorted “Because I am telling you the truth? Is it too bitter to stomach?” I stared at him stunned. This man sitting beside me was not my best friend. Julian was never this bitter. I had never heard him speak to me with such venom in his voice. It didn’t feel like just light anger, it was almost like he had some bitter and personal resentment towards me and I just didn’t know what to make of the sight unravelling in front of me. “Where the hell is all this coming from?” I asked, “You’ve been acting like a ticking time bomb for weeks and I was letting it slide because I thought shit I didn’t know about was happening with you, but this is going too far”

I said, bringing my powder and mirror out of my bag and started to readjust it. “Not bad.” I muttered under my breath and started to reapply my powder. I could tell that beta Zaria North was angry due to the way she gritted her teeth at me but I could not relate that badly to her. This Beta needed a whole mindset change, she was too mean. Or maybe she just had her panties caught in a twist which was the reason for her whole bad behaviour. After reapplying my powder, I put on my lipstick and I saw that it was shinning and glowing. I loved it.

Finnley glared at me and shouted angrily. His features were sharp, and there had been a malicious and sinister atmosphere between his eyebrows over the past few years. Just a slight cold expression on his face was enough to make people feel afraid. He made cold sweat break out on my back. The smile on my face became more and more ironic. "I'm going to cook porridge for her right now!" When I turned around and walked out of the room, I finally felt my breathing become smoother. When I went downstairs, I suddenly felt a heavy sensation in my head. My vision went black, and I almost fell down the stairs!

“I always see one in there hands. Anyways, I think its really bitter. These no sweetness to it.” I shake my head as I take a sip, feeling the liquid fill every space of my mouth before going down, leaving a lingering bitterness. All the while, It didn’t feel bitter at all. “Its sweet. You know its sweet if you focus on the sweetness rather than the bitterness.” I say, smiling at Kate. Kate raised an eyebrow before asking, “So you are saying it doesn’t taste bitter?” “It does. You just don’t feel it when you sip it. the effect only comes once you swallow it. That’s how you relish it.”

I screamed angrily. Camila was in tears, and as I heard her sob, I waited for the other girls to appear. But no one showed up after a few minutes. "What do you demand, Camila? I am completely exhausted. Can you bully or prank me tomorrow instead?" I can't deal with her right now. I'm not feeling well, and my heart is aching. I wanted to punch someone or release these disturbing emotions I'm experiencing right now. Then my mind doesn't help when it flashes back to the earlier flirting scene between Olivia and Will. I want to murder someone right now. Let's call him "Will." That's the person I wanted to kill right now.

“This is so unfair. You can’t leave me like this.” Elreese leaned forward to take a peek at her. “Why you cry-cry, Sopie? Is Sopie in pain?” ‘Pain’. The word repeated itself in Zia’s head. Pain would be an understatement to what she was currently feeling. Pain would be like when you fall down and scrape your knees. Pain would be when your friends wouldn’t let you copy their homework. Pain would be when you took a dump only to realize there wasn’t any toilet paper or water. Pain would be when you look at your deserted wallet beside a table full of unpaid bills. Pain would be when you wake up in the middle of the night only to realize there was nothing to eat in the fridge. But the emotion she

Akriti said feeling excited about her wedding. A strange bitterness occurred in Adrita's heart hearing the word 'Love'. Bitter questions appeared in her mind. Why isn't she able to fall in love? Is it hard to fall in love? Will she ever feel love towards someone? I will die single, she mentally cried in her mind. "And also virgin!" Her heart snickered! "Why are you suddenly making a sad face?" Akriti asked, looking at her. "Nothing." "Let me go and check up on Kabir to give him some warm hospitality!" Adrita smirked wondering what he must be doing in Ghostland!

Even though he could possibly get a feeling of what I was feeling if he wasn’t distracted. I let out a humorless laugh that had it not come from me, it would have chilled me to the bones. I kept my mind, my body, and my emotions cold. I would have time to explode later and on the right person too. Underneath, I could feel anger, betrayal, and a dark twisted need to take those feelings out on the ones who brought them on. “I’m so going to kill you for this,” I murmured under my breath with a bitter and horrid taste on the tip of my tongue.

I can't imagine myself being all buddy-buddy with them again. I hate them; that is a summary of it. Letting out an exhausted sigh, I forced myself to get out of bed. Afterward, I dragged my feet into the bathroom and had an unnecessarily long bath. Why do I feel so bittered knowing that he is angry with me? Is this how it feels when your mate doesn't want to talk to you? It hurts. Like a lot. When I was foolishly dating Ace, and despite how temperamental he was, I never felt sad anytime he wasn't with me.

The name alone warped my insides, stirring a cauldron of bitterness that churned violently. Bitterness swelled within me as memories of Damien cut like a knife. I had been a mere tool in his eyes, a means to an end. To him, wedding vows had been as empty as a husk, devoid of any meaning or depth. "I can’t let myself be cast aside again when he tires of me, just like he did," I thought grimly. The relentless visualization of that betrayal haunted me, a specter that whispered of my impending doom. "He’ll deem me a burden, a liability, and discard me without so much as a second thought."