Bitter Feelings Novels & Stories

“I was the one who mistook your feelings over the past few years. Ethan, let's part on amicable terms. “You know I don't tolerate any form of betrayal.”

Even though the distance I put was greater that the great wall of China, I could still feel his eyes boring into me. Furious at both he and I, but most importantly; I. I was finally able to come to terms with what I was feeling. I was bitter. I was very bitter! One, for believing his lies, for landing myself into this situation; I should have walked away. I shouldn’t have let him get to me, now look at what I had become. But deep inside me I knew, none of the above were true to how much I truly felt, to how much I greatly despised myself, for still wanting him, for wanting him to see me just as how I saw him. And that no matter, how much shitty he treated me, I would still want him!

at least, I hoped not. A bitter taste filled my mouth as I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being stupid. My mood soured, and I despised myself for letting my emotions get the better of me. I couldn't explain why I was seething with anger. Axel and I weren't lovers, and he wasn't cheating on me, so I had no right to feel betrayed. Yet, that dry, scratchy feeling in my throat persisted, and I felt utterly wretched. It was as if my emotions had detached themselves from logic, leaving me to grapple with this inexplicable sense of hurt.

I have already angered him and absenting myself from this meeting will make him angrier. But why am I thinking about what will make him furious and what wouldn't?. Until now, I have never cared about what he hates and what he likes. I have never bothered about whether he gets angry with me or not. So what is changing now? Why am I feeling so restless? Is it my fault that he didn't tell me about Mr. Monnet's payment?.

"I'm Mariana and I don't really know why I'm here. With the number of times I've been cheated on, I don't see how it's possible to ever trust him again." I knew it sounded bitter and like I didn't even plan on trying this weekend, but honestly, right now I do feel bitter. Maybe it's just a defense mechanism so I don't feel any more hurt. I just can't take any more hurt. So yes, I'm bitter. Darryl shocked the hell out of me when he responded to my brutal honestly.

The bіlе is bitter оn mу tоnguе аnd I mаnаgе to swallow іt back dоwn without vоmіtіng all оvеr Jаѕоn’ѕ lар. Thе betrayal is physical, gut-wrenching. Thіѕ isn’t mу hеаrt breaking; іt’ѕ the іnѕіdеѕ of mу gut burnіng аnd clenching in раіn. I саn’t look аgаіn. I don’t wаnt tо ѕее thе lies play out іn front оf mе. I also саn’t hеlр myself.

The bіlе is bitter оn mу tоnguе аnd I mаnаgе to swallow іt back dоwn without vоmіtіng all оvеr Jаѕоn’ѕ lар. Thе betrayal is physical, gut wrenching. Thіѕ isn’t mу hеаrt breaking; іt’ѕ the іnѕіdеѕ of mу gut burnіng аnd clenching in раіn. I саn’t look аgаіn. I don’t wаnt tо ѕее thе lies play out іn front оf mе. I also саn’t hеlр myself.

My heart is still pounding furiously inside my chest with so many confounding emotions making me feel fuzzy and torn apart. But despite my emotions clouding inside my head, one thought stands out. Bitter. A thought so ugly that its presence alone inside my head fills me with so much annoyance and disgust, creating an intense sourness I feel everywhere inside my mouth. A taste that I can’t ignore no matter how hard I try. The taste of the thought is rancid, and I can’t stop myself from saying it out loud. “Kira won’t stop until I’m out of this pack for good. Or worse, dead. She told me herself when I was still locked in that cell that cutting out my tongue would be showing me more than enough

“Fuck, I’m bitter.” Someone might have laughed at me. I’m sure Marek wanted me to show the same level of anger, if not more, that he had for my father. Honestly though, I could barely conjure up any deep feelings. Marek stirred things in me I never thought I’d feel again. Emotions that I’d stuffed down so far I didn’t think they still existed. But he was an anomaly.

Bipolar much He seethed in fury "Because they dared to touch what is mine and no one can stay alive after barging into my territory.” Hearing this she felt a sadden rage inside her because how could he say that, a few days back he was ready to share her with someone and now he was saying that he had killed them for her but she couldn’t show her anger to him so she calmed herself taking a deep breath and asked him but she couldn’t hide the bitterness in her voice "I don't know how to feel after hearing this from the person who few days ago was ready to share me with another man because for him, I am a thing so what is the difference between them and him."