The Substitute Bride Of The Blackwood
I sat with that for a moment, because it wasn’t a question anyone had asked me before, not in that particular way, not as though the answer genuinely mattered.
“I would have written something,” I said finally. “I started a book once, in my final year at university. Fiction. I stopped because life kept getting in the way and I think honestly because I was scared it wasn’t good enough and it felt safer to just leave it unfinished than to find out for certain.”
He looked up then, fully, the book in his lap forgotten.
“What was it about?” he asked.
“A woman who keeps choosing everyone else over herself,” I said, and then laughed slightly because I’d only just heard how that sounded. “I didn’t re