Beauty and The Beta
I wanted to feel important in their lives, the way my brother and sister seemed to be.
The same way I tried so hard to alter how I looked, after so many critical comments over the years, it was only as I got older I realized I was trying to find somebody else’s idea of what was beautiful. There was nothing wrong with me the way I was. I think Asher had shown me that too. The way he had treated me, wanted me for me, even having seen me at some of my lowest and weaker points. He saw me, and found me beautiful. He made me feel beautiful too. Made me feel wanted and cared for. He made me feel enough…