Novel & Cerita Break My Heart Break It A Thousand Times

The tightness in my chest was indescribable. Of all times, why did someone like him show up when my heart had been shattered? I couldn't give him any promises. The last nine years had worn down my ability to love someone. Would I step into another relationship just to be let down again? Promises were only meaningful when there was love. I couldn't give empty promises like Tyler. Fortunately, nothing had happened between Matthias and I yet. All we shared was that kiss on the night that I was drunk.

“I’m asking for… a chance. A future chance.” The air crackled with the force of his will. “I lack so much. I’m… broken in places you haven’t even seen. It’s obvious I’m not worthy of you. I proved that already.” He swallowed hard. “So don’t forgive me. Don’t forget me, either. Hold a grudge. Be angry. Hell, hate me if it’s easier. Just… remember me. Keep a space for me, even if it’s a dark, resentful corner in the back of your mind. Just don’t wipe me out. Just don’t let me become a stranger.”

"I'm sorry. I know that what I did was wrong. Can't we go back to how we used to be back then?" I looked at her and lightly shook my head. "We can never go back, Queenie Blackrose," I replied. "From the moment you posted the first photo of you and him on your Instagram account and chose to lie to me, we could never, ever go back to the past again." Misty sighed and said, "Nessie, know that trust, once broken, can never be put back together again."

But just then, a tearing pain ripped through my chest. "Argh!" A violent cough ripped through me, and blood sprayed from my lips. My knees gave out. I crashed to the floor as a phantom hand plunged into my chest and tore my soul in half. This feeling... The mate bond... it's breaking! "No! Evelyn!" I screamed at the sky. "Impossible!" The pain grew more intense. I could feel the invisible thread connecting our souls snapping, inch by inch. Every break was like another slice into my heart. "Austen!" Seraphina knelt beside me in terror. "What's wrong?"

Jackson tried to move closer, but Maverick once again blocked his path. That made Jackson click his tongue in frustration. Then Ava spoke in a flat, calm voice, yet her words made his heart ache. "For me, it is," Ava replied. "At least hear me out first," Jackson urged, trying to find an opening. "I've already heard everything." "Give me one more chance," Jackson cut in quickly. Ava slowly shook her head without hesitation. "I've already given you far too many chances over the past seven years, Jackson." Jackson slowly shook his head. "No, you haven't, Ava."

he put his hand under my chin and brought it up so i could meet his eyes . "i want you every single second their is not a mintue that i don,t want you ." "give me second chance please i will make everything right ." "i can,t once someone break my heart i can,t give them place again in my heart i can,t ." "i will try my best and this time i would not only have place in your heart but your whole heart will be mine".

I scream hitting my fists on the ground. " You've broken my heart so many times and yet I kept thinking that you might have a reason but today, you got engaged to my sister without even thinking about the years of our lives we dedicated to each other. You forgot everything about me like an old trash." I sob as he sits on the floor in front of me.

Love is not like that. At least not my definition of love. I stayed with you for 17 years, Anirudh . Now I can not do it anymore. Everytime my decisions were taken by someone else but today I am making my own decision. I am ending my misery. I am no longer a puppet of yours. I am no longer a prisoner. I am free. I am finally free. Move away Anirudh the car will blast any moment and most importantly it is not your love that broke me. I am broken by the love of my own. My love broke me completely.

Lust and admiration were written all over his face, but for me, it was different. I didn’t love him. I wanted to ruin him. I wanted to destroy everything connected to him. “It’s because I fucking hate your entire existence, Kleinder,” I said, stressing every word. “And making you fall in love with me… is the easiest way to break you.”

Tears flowed in my heart, crying over my despair, which continued to be trapped in the vortex of heartbreak. One more time. And repeatedly.