Novel & Cerita Break My Heart Myself

His grey eyes everywhere around me, even though I knew it was the fucking alcohol that was already having it damn effect on me, still the truth was something that without the alcohol in my body I couldn't deny. He....take...her...and you'll...be gone.... Old...news...out..of....the... picture... THE...PIC...PIC... The fucking music box cracking and stopping the misery music I needed halfway, even though it was one of my favorite stereos I had, still I let my fucking burning anger take control of me as I smashed the box right on the cold office floor. The part disconnecting each other as it broke into complete pieces, my shaking burning blue eyes straight at the floor cause just like how the

The anger she was trying to control was starting to let out. If it was the girl, they met years ago. She might have let them speak to her in any way they wanted she might have believed their words; she might have even begged them to reconsider their position. she had been that broken. Now even though she was madly in love with Tan, she was also madly in love with herself and knew what to take and what to not tolerate. They had to know they couldn't just come into her house and treat her in that manner.

I could not blame it on you but my soft spot 'Cause that's the only way I got caught in your games Even though that's not the only reason I'm hurt Knowing I should've been way more alert with your false energy Now I'm lost I was trying to find you Cause I cared for you more than anything But along the way I lost myself And you hurt me more than anything That was a heavy thing I've tried hard to focus on myself, but I just can't You should've known loving me is a risk And breaking my heart is a risk I find that disrespectful But you broke your own heart And you played the right cards So now I'll be playing the right part Guess "Us" was not for the right intentions

The door clicked shut behind him, the sound echoing through the room like a gunshot. My calm façade finally cracked as I picked up my wine glass and hurled it across the room. The glass shattered against the wall, red wine splattering like blood on the pristine white paint. I took a deep breath, trying to regain control, but the fury and fear coiled inside me like a viper. Sophia Grey was a threat—one that needed to be eliminated before she could do any more damage. I wasn’t going to sit idly by and watch everything I had fought for crumble. I needed to act, and soon.

Lana:" Hey, promise me that you would never leave me!" Kai Schneider:" Yes, I promise. " Lana:" If you broke the promise? " Kai Schneider::" Do you want to punish me?". Lana:" No, no. I won't do it." Kai Schneider:" Then, what is it?" Lana:" I would die after you leave me and you would never find someone else like me. Even though you do find her? She's not yours. " Kai Schneider:" Haha, you are joking. It's impossible. I am a heartbreaker, not a loser. Even if a man falls in love with me, that's impossible. I would be fine and not miserable like what you said. "

I wanted all of him, not bits of him. I was being selfish. But I respected myself too much to choose something less. "I break up with you." "If I say I love you, will you stay?" He choked on emotions. "I won't because you don't mean it." Taking the steps back, I turned around and put my hand over my heart again. He didn't stop me this time. I was glad. If he would have called, I would have latched myself on him. I couldn't see his face, filled with pain. Heartbreak was a bitch. I felt it six years ago and I felt it again today.

"But... I'm broken and messed up and have pieces of me all over the place. That's not something anybody should have to deal with, Noah." I shrugged softly, "I don't care, Tiffany. I want you and if that comes with pieces all over the place then I'm okay with it. You don't get it," I chuckled softly, moving the hand that was cupping her face back to her hands to hold them gently in mine. "I can't unlove you. I can't forget the feeling of holding you when you sleep next to me. I can't forget how your eyes would get a bit bigger every time something surprising would happen in Prison Break. I can't forget the dreadful look on your face every time you walk in to math class, wanting it to be over

Not like this. But to look at her now, unconscious, fragile, hardly breathing, something in me broke. I scooped her up into my arms, cradling her against me. She was so light. Too light. I swallowed. Damn it, Adeline. I had closed her out to break her. But maybe… just maybe… I'm the one who's broken instead. I tightened my arms around Adeline's limp body, my heart racing in my chest. "Stop teasing me," I muttered, rocking her gently. "Just wake up."

I sat there for a long time, the weight of Ezra’s words crushing me, until one truth became impossible to ignore…… No matter what choice I made, someone’s heart would break and I wasn’t sure if it would be theirs… or mine.

The tightness in my chest was indescribable. Of all times, why did someone like him show up when my heart had been shattered? I couldn't give him any promises. The last nine years had worn down my ability to love someone. Would I step into another relationship just to be let down again? Promises were only meaningful when there was love. I couldn't give empty promises like Tyler. Fortunately, nothing had happened between Matthias and I yet. All we shared was that kiss on the night that I was drunk.