Call Me Irresponsible Lyrics Novels & Stories

make sure to call me the fuck back," _i am definitely done here, he is obviously just playing mind games with me. He has nothing important to tell me in the first place._ "My credit is running out," he rattled on, "Just make the call, a video call to be precise, then you'll find out about what I'm telling you," "Hey you show some respect," I roared into the phone, Beep Beep Beep The call got disconnected "He dare cut the call on me!"

But my instincts rejected me of doing such as I took the phone and received the call. "Son. It's being quite a while you called me, you didn't even ask of me, it more seemed as though you ain't my son any longer."I heard her voice, it more sounded depressing and saddened that for a while I wondered what happened to her. But getting to recall all of the hurtful words she blurted to me, how she called me worthless and irresponsible, her words were still sounding so clear to me was though she was reminding me of them. I said nothing as I remained muted, not uttering a word.

My smile widened when I found the phone and quickly dialled his number. Rings kept going, nobody answered and the crazy I was, I kept calling him until my fingers reddened. "Caspar…" I murmured his name with regret and sadness. "Caspar… Why isn't he picking up my call? Does he not remember my number anymore?" "Please, please pick the goddamn call," I chanted as I continued dialling his number like an idiot. "Why must he hurt me like this? What's wrong with me calling him? I just want to hear his voice…"

I ran my hand into my hair frustrated. Who am I going to call. I can't tell Dad he won't even take it likely with me and Jabson. I dial his number Immediately. 📲Hey dude, you left the party without telling me last night and you dare call me. 📲I'm dead. 📲Common man a dead doesn't talk. 📲I can't find Martha. 📲Is she a needle or something *he laugh* 📲Can you be serious for once, come over it serious.

“It can’t be helped, Trey. I didn’t order a car fire on the interstate in an attempt to annoy everyone.” “If you’d quit f**king running off to L.A. every frickin’ night—” “I have other obligations now, Trey. I know the word ‘responsibility’ isn’t in your vocabulary, but maybe you should think about someone other than yourself for five goddamned minutes.”

Though I heard clearly, I didn't understand what whoever was on the other end of the call was saying. "Rubby is missing; Trisha took her call, she's escaped, and I don't know how." "Yeah, I love her so much, but maybe I don't deserve her, or maybe...." I was dozing off, much to the frustration of whoever was on the line. "You are drunk? Where are you?" "Where am I? A place away from trouble, you like trouble don't you." The last thing I heard was fuck you, and the line went dead.

“Why are you so selfish and irresponsible?… You only think about yourself and not anyone around you….. You’re blinkered to anyone else's feelings, and life is one big fucking party to you. Don’t you have any sense of responsibility or one ounce of decency? Do you even care about anyone else… or see how I struggle?” The floodgates open, my voice getting more strained and pathetic with every word as tears roll down my face and sheer frustration consumes me.

"Like I was saying before I got interrupted, I would really love to be you-" *Little do you know How I'm breakin' while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm tryin' to pick myself up piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time-* "Maybe you should pick it up." Jack gives me a small smile but I can tell how angry he is. "I'm sorry." I take the call, "what!?" "Where are you?" Blake ignores the hostility in my voice.

I go straight to the point “Is this some kind of prank?” she asks irritated “Do I sound like someone who has time for pranks?” I ask irritated “well I don’t even know you, and you’ve called at this hour what am I supposed to think?” she laughs Am losing patience so I hang up. Maybe this is a bad idea, I think to myself. Should I just cancel the whole thing and refund the affected? Honestly, I don’t even know why am picking marriage as an option being so irritated I feel sorry for whoever will piss me off.

Ending the calls with Coco, I started thinking, about Don, I remember when I never needed him but those days are gone because now I need him so much, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. Don please call me back, I miss you so bad, I'm going crazy, how am I supposed to resume work knowing that I will be seeing Don with different girls, it makes me mad.