Can T Control Myself Novels & Stories

She spoke again, looking more apprehensive now. I paused for a moment, visualizing. "But this thing is certainly wrapped around my fingers, can't you see, Belletta? I find it so hard to control myself whenever I'm in such a mood. Or, should I say trance?" I said, with my heart in my mouth. I could feel my feet wobbling terribly.. the feeling was so intense, forsaking me in my world of emptiness. "Let's just be calm for now, we'll surely talk about this later. But, let's get going, we're almost late already."

Sometimes, I suspect she does it on purpose, just to see my reaction. “Or I’ll eat you out, drive you to the edge, but will not let you come.” “No…not that.” “Then stop hurting yourself.” “It is subconscious.” “Then make it conscious. “ “How do I do that?” “By practicing self-control and discipline so you never spiral out of what’s expected.”

There’s this illusion that it is, but quite frankly- it is not something controllable at all. And I know this because I’ve tried. I’ve tried to not lust after my father’s best friend, to stop dreaming about his body, and to stop visualizing his cock inside of me. I’ve tried and really tried. Tell me why I’m ended at this junction if my desires could be controlled? He wouldn’t be in his own dilemma too if he had control over his desires. He claimed himself to be a man of control, yet lost that control and subjected to the fervent taste of me.

She fell on the stage and was so busy that she forgot to eat. He admitted that he had lost control. He wanted to protect this woman under his wings for no reason. Before his thoughts had stabilized, he had already made his move. A 32-year-old man had long surpassed the impulsive period of a young boy. However, if he were to face her, the self-restraint he had always been proud of would collapse in an instant. He had always been rational, and the thing he hated the most was not being able to control himself. However, he could not control himself.

"Yea sorry about that. I guess my power likes to go a little overboard when I'm pissed off." "It's ok. I deserved it. I just wish you would have remembered our connection beforehand. I was more upset with the idea of you hurting yourself." In the moment I hadn't thought about our connection. That much was true, but also my power had complete control over my actions. It didn't care if it killed me in the process and there lies my problem. If I was going to be of any use to my friends, I was going to have to learn how to control it.

"Oh she's fine. The fucking heat is killing me though and it's grating on my nerves." Brent burst into laughter. "Glad my misfortune is such a comedy source for you, old man." I grumbled and he stopped. "I'm sorry, it's just hilarious. I can only imagine how that's going. So, what are you doing about it? How are you controlling it?" "That's the messed up thing, Brent. You can't control it. I'm the master of self control yet I can't fight the urge." Not that I've not tried. I've really tried with all my might but as long as Cecilia was near, my primal instinct is to TAKE. TAKE. No matter how much I tried to stop it, I always seem to end up succumbing to that instinct.

If I couldn't control myself around her then what else was she capable of making me do? “This is dangerous. I can’t allow her to have such power over me. I need to control myself.” I muttered slowly as I took deep breaths to calm my racing heart and hormones that were raging within me.

I know I get lost in my mind and just do it, but am I that bad? He sighs and leans forward, choking himself on my hand. "You are; I get it. Sometimes, it's uncontrollable, but other times, like now, you can easily stop yourself, Jax. You're in control, but you focus too much on it. You go over it again and again until you end up worse."

I want to touch and jump him every single second of the day. I don't know the kind of self control he's on, but I'll like some for myself. Because I'm definitely getting out of hand at this point. I can't seem to keep it together anymore. He always has himself out together, and I'm here losing my mind because of him.

No self control. And he’d ruin me.