Can T Control Myself Novels & Stories

She spoke again, looking more apprehensive now. I paused for a moment, visualizing. "But this thing is certainly wrapped around my fingers, can't you see, Belletta? I find it so hard to control myself whenever I'm in such a mood. Or, should I say trance?" I said, with my heart in my mouth. I could feel my feet wobbling terribly.. the feeling was so intense, forsaking me in my world of emptiness. "Let's just be calm for now, we'll surely talk about this later. But, let's get going, we're almost late already."

“I’m trying to help you control it!” “NO!” I screamed, stepping away from him and back into the street. “You’re trying to control me. And I’m the one with the problem, ok?” I backed away from him, tears once more pouring down my cheeks. “You can’t cure it. You can’t control it. I need to fix ME. You can’t fix me. Nobody can but ME. GOT IT?”

“Guidance requires honesty and effort on your part. Not just words that stir up trouble. What exactly brings you back today.” I leaned forward a little, letting him see the way my tits pressed against the thin dress. “The urges keep getting worse. Last night I fingered myself thinking about someone grabbing me hard, pinning me down and telling me exactly what to do. I came twice but it still wasn’t enough. I feel out of control, Father. Like my body wants things that are completely fucked up.” His jaw tightened but his voice stayed calm and firm. “Self-control is the path, Scarlet. These desires are tests. You must pray, set boundaries, and avoid situations that feed them. Tell me, do you to

I held her jaw firmly, making her face me again dead-on against my mask. "There is nothing wrong with you. Nothing." My voice came out lower than I intended, a dense whisper that dominated the silence of the room. "Do you know what the problem is? It's that I can't admit what I really think about you. This doesn't happen to me. I always control everything. Always. My companies, my business, every single person that crosses my path. But you... you make me lose control. My mind reacts. My body reacts. My heart reacts. My length gets completely hard just watching you walk through this door... It might look like I am always in command, but the truth is that I am completely at your mercy."

It was so tough to control myself but eventually, I did. I can't take the next step till I remove the Danger Lurking Over us.

"You can't stop yourself from letting me in, whether it's because of your desires or a situation you perceive you can't control." I refrained from showing any fear or anxiety in front of him. "You believe in yourself too much." He came closer again so that the distance between us was only a few centimeters. "You know very well that I can make you change your mind, Isa. And there's nothing you can do to prevent it." Once again, I suppressed the urge to react with emotion. I had to remain calm and not show my weakness in front of him. "You can't control everything, Sebastian. I'm no longer a woman you can easily play with."

“Sierra…” “I can’t control my powers,” I said, my voice shaking. “Every time I try, something goes wrong. I should be stronger by now. I should be able to do more. But I can’t.” Zane crossed his arms. “You’re being too hard on yourself.” I laughed, but it wasn’t a happy sound. “Am I? Look around! If I was in control, this wouldn’t have happened!” More silence. More looks. My frustration boiled over. “I need to get better. I need to fix this.”

He wanted me just as badly as I wanted him. And yet, he chose to torture us both. He grabbed his phone from the counter and left the kitchen. I exhaled sharply, my hand pressing against my wet front. Why is it so damn hard to control yourself? I raked my fingers through my hair, frustrated. I wouldn't lie—I was disappointed he didn't take things further. Maybe I needed to learn how to control myself around him. ⸻ I did something I swore I'd never do because of a man. Pleasured myself.

Chapter 6 There's a point where you try and control everything and everything just goes completely wrong and that's the point when you need to know you need to let go of what you want to control because you can't control everything you can play and well but you cannot control the outcome of what happens after that and one of the most valuable lessons that I have learnt throughout my life is that the only kind of control that you can control, is self-control and it takes really disciplined person to have self-control because sometimes you want things to go our own way or we want an outcome to be the way we want it when in actual fact was supposed to go the way it was intended to go and giving

He was trying so hard to control himself but her reactions were inviting the animalistic urges of his. “It might be easy to act but not me. I can’t do this.”