His Queen of Chaos
Deshawn looked at me, snot-faced, wrecked, thirty-one years old and about to learn something permanent.
"You're going to keep this hand," I told him, which made him sob with a horrible flood of relief that I let last exactly one second before I finished the sentence. "It just isn't going to work right again. And every time it aches when it rains, and it will, for the rest of your life, you're going to remember that you put it on a woman who belongs to me, and you're going to be grateful, because the men before you didn't keep their hands at all." I adjusted my grip, precise, clinical, finding the leverage the way my father never bothered to teach me and the streets taught me instead. "This i