Fated Tragedy
Words like not enough, not worth it, not wanted.
Tears blurred the exit sign ahead of me until it was nothing but a red smear.
As I walked, the air grew colder. Winter was closer, and with it came the weight of despair that had been pressing inside me all along.
Feeling numb, detached from both body and heart, made it easier to accept something that wasn’t joy. Easier to lean into emptiness than to hold on to hope for something that was never going to happen.
Crossing into the cold air outside, my body began to lose feeling, and strangely… it felt peaceful. The kind of peace that came when there was nothing left to fight for.