HE WAITED 1,095 DAYS TO CLAIM ME
He had been a man running the best calculation available to him with incomplete information, the way every person ran every calculation, and he had been better at it than almost anyone alive and it had still, in the end, not been enough.
I felt something in my chest that wasn't the sharp grief of the funeral, the kind that arrived all at once and demanded to be managed in front of other people. This was slower. It moved through me the way water moves through ground that has already been saturated, finding the lowest path without urgency, without announcement, settling into spaces that had been waiting for it since the day Silas told me he was gone.
This was the grief of understanding rather
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