Couldn't Do It Without You Novels & Stories

Another tear fell from my eyes. I shook my head slightly, leaning closer. “I was wrong. I was so wrong, Tristan. You’re really going to make me do this alone, huh?” I let out a broken laugh. My thumb brushed lightly over his knuckles. “I miss you…I miss everything about you. You do not get to leave me like this… Tristan” I leaned closer, my forehead almost touching his hand. “What would I do without you?” “You don’t get to just… lie here while everything falls apart.” My fingers curled tighter around his.

I wasn't understanding this. After going through so much in life, I think it was normal that I was having this sort of thinking. Life itself is very hard to live if you don't have the support, love and care of your loved ones. And now that I had Ronin with me I don't even wanna think a life without him..he was my air and light.

With a smile, I add to my last sentence, “And also, I was afraid that I can't trust anyone else apart from me when it comes to your life. Because you have somehow become so special to me… I can't imagine my life without you right now.” _________

I hesitated for a second before opening it. I don’t know how you’re doing this, how you’re okay without me. Maybe you can teach me how, because I’m lost without you.

And I don't know what I would do without you…. I guess we would have to stick together forever so that we never have to find out the answers to those questions…

“I understand you, Anna. I swear I do. But let me in. Allow me to be the shoulders you lean on. Let me be the man at your side, your greatest fan, your strongest supporter. Let me be your safe place.” Her head shook, sadness etched deep into her features. She slipped her hand from his hold, her certainty like a wall between them. “I’m sorry, Gerald. You’ve done enough. You’ve helped me more than I could ever ask. But now… I have to do this on my own. I need to learn how to live without a man. I need to prove I can stand without leaning on anyone.” His arms dropped helplessly to his sides. His head bowed, but his voice was a quiet plea. “Don’t burn yourself while trying to be a strong woman,

It was to a point where I felt a little down without Changmin but I couldn't even think of a few days without my members around me. 'Don't go.' If it came down to it, I would say that to anyone in S.T.A.Y too.

We were so close, in the final stretch, but I couldn’t do it without him. Yes, it was better to keep this a secret.

I know he saw me with Adrian, but I don’t care about them. I thought Hunter was different, but no. They all were the same, at least Adrian was true to my face. A lone tear rolled down my face, but I wiped it down. But there were many that were coming my way. I didn’t want to cry, but I couldn’t stop myself. Maybe God was taking my test and I was failing at it miserably. I sniffled, food all forgotten. Suddenly I was engulfed in a warm embrace, I was a little shocked.

A small smile twitched on his lips and heat scorched to my cheeks, “You like me, right?” I nodded, “I don’t know how I thought I could be okay without you. But when I saw you hurt…” I took a deep breath and swallowed the lump that formed in my throat when I remembered the scene again, “I thought I lost you." A quiet sob escaped my throat. "And that thought made my heart stop for a moment. Then I realised, I can’t live without you.”