Romans & histoires Crush Heart

Mia If I were asked why I'm here, my reply is to fulfill a promise, so welcome to my diary. I am Mia, a nerd and that quiet girl who doesn't even exist or get noticed. However, I have a friend, Nicole who has a crush that doesn't know she even exist either and currently she's going for a heart surgery but have refused. Why? That's because she wants this crush to be hers at all cost. I had to make a promise that I watch over him for her, stalk him, learn everything about him while she gets her surgery done in America.

“I want to crush him. Wreck him until he wishes he were dead.” “What you’re asking for is suicide," I whispered. "My pack would capture and hang you the moment they set eyes on you. Max here alrady wants to skin you alive.” “I know but that’s my best bet.” Droplets of tears made way to the ground. I couldn’t resist feeling sorry for her. There was something that was pulling me towards Scarlett despite knowing who she really was. It was impossible to hate her no matter how I tried. I was only acting like I did, but that wasn’t what I truly felt inside.

The footsteps get closer and I feel my heart beating so hard that it threatens to come out of my mouth. Thum-Dum. Thum-Dum. Thum-Dum! My whole body shakes from the beats, it hurts all the way to my chest, while my breathing is completely accelerated. My eyes are staring at the door as if it were a monster that would attack me at any moment. And when I blink my eyes... Your eyes are there too.

My legs give out, and I crumple to the floor, smashing my disembodied heart to bits as I finally acknowledge what can no longer be denied. She’s gone.

I promise. "Ashley stop!" Kevyn said angrily. "You have no right to yell at him!" Drake said angrily too. "I can't believe you hit that dumbass." Kevy promised me. "Why not? I'm single so it's okay. I'm not like you that even though you're still in a relationship there's a woman, I'm not like you that your own sister was beaten and taken away by your girlfriend. You just proved it even more mine that you're not worth it at all." I said and then I turned to the girl with him. "Keep a close eye on your boyfriend because you might be surprised to find another woman with him in the next few days. No relationship lasts long, especially if it's stolen, remember that. Well, you two are a good match

she had a crush on me "You had a crush on me" a nerd OMG, how can a nerd actually had a crush on me, well I am ladies type every one of them want a piece of me, they all earn my touches like you do nerd He said arrogantly, but what can I do about you nerd, I am sorry I had to break your heart, but I am not interested in you and stop having a stupid crush on me because it's can never happen between us, and you ain't my type to begin with he smirked as he continues

A wide smile crept up on my face. Rodney Shaw was all i have, although, I only get to meet him in my dreams and most times, I talk to his pictures whenever i am depressed. But I was still glad that I am fortunate to see him in my dreams, some ladies might even be praying to be in my shoes. I didn't quite fancy cute guys or something, but I guess there's something that got me connected to Rodney. For Crush sake! I've been crushing on this guy since I was little and I never for once met him. Pathetic, right?

All I could see was red, dark shades of magenta. I kept smashing my fists against the steering wheel as I let out a scream I've been holding in. it's broken, heart-wrenching, sad. It's been buried inside for too long. Letting it out felt cathartic, therapeutic. I screamed and screamed and screamed until my voice grew hoarse and the anger dissipated. When I was done screaming, done using my car as a punching bag, I slumped against the seat, exhausted and tired. Who should I blame with this?

I cannot breathe, my heart is already in pieces, so how much more can it break? I lost the two people in my life that I love so much, and I don't know what will make this any better. I don't think that I can't go through this. I can't. I just want this heartache to stop, but when will it end? Clearly, Cris is on Maggie's side because she will be a big sister, with her being on Maggie's side is everything that just crushed me even further, and I don't think that I can get back up. I don't ever think that I can get past this.

I sighed and rolled my eyes as amara smacked his arm before scolding him. "Was she talking to you in the first place? And what's the 'girls and their problems' supposed to mean? It's not our business and problem that your crush doesn't like you back." Amara ended with sarcastic air quotes as she look him up and down from beneath her eye lashes before brushing him off like an annoying fly. She rambled on and on as I zoned out again day dreaming about Silas, like I always doing, consciously and unconsciously.