Novel & Cerita Depressing Realizations

I know that our beliefs lead us to think that when we pass on, our wolves run free in the fields and forests of the Moon Goddess under her watchful eyes, but it was hard not to fear the what-ifs at the idea of not being able to do that again with Elliot and his wolf. Tears gathered instantly and fell unstopping as I stood there feeling lost, my limbs heavy as though they had been tied down with lead weights. Depression settled deep in the roots of every thought and memory that I had. This megalomaniac had tainted everything that I had experienced with my friends, family and pack members and nothing was ever going to be the same again. Mates howled, cried and fought to stay with each other, w

She was gone. Didn't want him anymore. Vincent charged it, ripped it down, smashed it to the floor. He punched his own smiling face, over and over. Even when the glass sliced deep and blood dripped, he didn't stop. Like breaking it could undo everything. Only when it was unrecognizable did he finally quit. He staggered toward the living room—then froze. Next to the trash, something caught his eye. He knelt, picked up a few torn scraps. And then he saw it—two words that knocked the air out of him:

Just that same, maddening calmness. “You’re wasting your time staring at me like that,” I snapped. “If you’re hoping to use me as leverage in front of the Elders, don’t bother. Once Renard realises I’m gone, she will be very happy to have gotten rid of the pain in her ass. I’m not worth the trouble.” He still said nothing. The silence was making me more agitated, it was uncomfortable. I could hear the faint hum of the machine beside me. I clenched my hands together.

“Listen to me, Jewel. What you’re feeling… it’s not just you being weak. This is depression. I’ve seen it, studied it, treated it. And I know where you are.” I glance at Jace and Rick—both stiff, worried, waiting for orders. I keep talking, partly for Jewel, partly for them. “There are phases. It starts with denial—when you think you can handle everything alone. Then anger—at yourself, at the people around you, even when you don’t want to. After that, there’s bargaining, trying to make sense of the loss… then comes the low, the collapse. The depressive stage. That’s where she is now.” Her fingers twitch against Jace’s sleeve, like she’s trying to anchor herself. Her breaths are short, sharp,

"This is unprecedented. You're not just creating new realities—you're healing existing ones from their extremes." Through paradox authority, I felt the impossibility spreading with intentional gentleness. It wasn't forcing change but offering it, letting each reality accept only as much paradox as it could integrate. "The depression reality," the shadow reported from its reconnaissance. "The one stuck in eternal stillness—it just experienced its first moment of change in eons. The beings there are crying with joy." Indeed, realities that had been trapped in single states were discovering movement through paradox. A dimension frozen in perpetual happiness learned sadness, making its joy meani

It hurt so much my knees gave out. My whole body shook. I stumbled toward my mother's room. It was empty. A single letter rested on the pillow. My hands trembled as I opened it. [Dear Wilde,] [Don't be sad. Mom is just going to see your dad again.] [Mara is right. A life-saving debt is the hardest debt to repay. She saved me twice. Without her, I would've died a long time ago. But that debt is mine, not yours.] [You have your own future ahead of you. Don't let gratitude become your chains. Keep moving forward. Live a happy life.]

---------- - Welcome to the Depression Experiment, with the aim of developing an application to experience depression to sympathize and find solutions to treat and motivate patients. The experiment will last for ten days, you will play the role of a depressed patient living in her situation, experiencing ten depressive symptoms in turn. Please note: First, the patient's life can be extremely difficult and paranormal, due to the heavy effects of depression and hallucinations. The experimenter will have to deal with an intense desire to commit suicide.

The silence stretched in the room. “It took me a while to realize the truth.” Aluxious squared his shoulders and descended the stairs one at a time. “In my eyes, she was only a woman. Her identity as a vampire didn’t matter.” He paused in the last step and smiled. “I haven’t slept peacefully ever since my father was killed. I haven’t known peace in all my life.” He stared at their faces, hoping they’d at least give him a chance. “Every day after my ascension was spent fighting battles to protect the throne and the kingdom.”

I mumbled. Elliot looked up at me and slowly reached to grab my arm, “It's just a theory. I'm not saying that that's exactly what you have, but it's just something that you can relate to.” he said and showed me a page from his book. “So, most people with major depression have conditions that can be identified from the 5 things listed: feeling sad or irritable most days, less interested in most activities you once enjoyed, lose or gain weight from a change of appetite, trouble sleeping or wanting to sleep more, feeling of restlessness, unusually tired, feeling worthless or guilty, difficulty concentrating, and lastly thinking of harming yourself or committing suicide.”