Depressing Sayings Novels & Stories

C H A P T E R 2 : T H E B L U E E N V E L O P E ~ Being depressed is like falling into a black hole that you can not climb out of. Depression is a wound that never heals. A wound in the back of your mind that can’t be touched because it hurts too much. It’s always there and never goes away. Constant pain, a constant reminder. Every thought is a battle, every breath is a war, and you will lose on both fronts if you give it a chance.

“ I'm speechless. ” “ You know Mira, sometimes I find myself being jealous of the friendship between Joseph and yourself. It's too beautiful to be true. ” “ You think so? ” “ I don't just think so! I know so! ” “ Ah! But I think our friendship is just like any normal one out there. ” “ It's far from being just normal, girl. ” “ Didn't realize. ” “ Um. Your relationship made me remember a book titled Depressed ; love yourself. How close the female lead was to her brother. They were closer than married couples! ”

“Come on, just a sip.” “Oh…no.” I insist. “Yeah…I want to… feel this ‘feeling’ sober. I guess you could say that.” I finish as I gesture at the gravestones around us. “Nothing gets people recognising their mortality like the dead and dying.” He utters before taking a swig. “So, how do you deal with this?” “‘This’ as in existential depression?” “No!” I chuckle slightly. Have we ever had such a light conversation before? It feels good.

He sobbed. " No, don't let the dark aura eat you alive, learn to rest not to quit, learn to love yourself, trust yourself, I will be here, my sister and I will always stay on your side, Joash, these are just obstacles that will challenge your strength as a person, learn to fight for it, learn to trust everything, days and nights you will suffer, depression will catch you up even in your dreams it will follow you, you'll get drunk of those thoughts, you'll get scared and you'll get weaker, but as long as you trust and love yourself, I'm sure you'll survive, stay strong, "

Amber spoke with seriousness, "I am fucking devastated, so devastated, destroyed and broken and dead from inside that I have become numb. I don;t have anymore tears left to cry, I don't have energy to be sad, I don't have the strength to endure depression, I have became numb to everything. I am smiling because I can't cry anymore, my tears have all dried up, I am not sitting in a corner and staring outside the window like a depressed soul that I am is because I have done that for a lot of years and I am done.

“Stop with the pessimistic attitude, Tyson. Maybe she wants to accept us.” “Uh huh, sure Jan.” I say with heavy sarcasm as I roll my eyes at him. “I’ll just stick to my pessimism, and you can continue to be the amazing optimist, right?! Mr. Depression? I don’t have a whole lot of patience for you right now. So unless you’re gonna pipe in with something constructive, you can just go right back to your pit of despair to sulk, okay?”

He should have just let her run her course and achieve her dreams herself. “Hey, Ye Shaotang. Why are you not talking? Do you remember this saying, those whom God wishes to destroy, he first makes proud?” She said nonchalantly while inspecting her face in the mirror. “Do you understand what I’m saying? We have to be calm and collected when we’re met with inconveniences. If not, we’ll make matters worse. We should let them feel proud of themself so that they would make a huge fuss and cause a commotion. Then, we’ll let them fall from high ground. As the saying goes, the higher they climb, the harder they fall.”