Destroy Myself Just For You Novels & Stories

Or was this some sort of ritual before I got killed? I stared at the vast land around. The memories of my parents began flooding my brain. My elder brothers, my cats, I missed them but they were all gone. The only person I had left was Samia. I was the only person she had too. Whatever happens, I have to find a way to escape this civilization. If we don't then I vow to burn their existence to ashes. They already took a lot from us, from me! Someone has to give them the taste of their medicine and I was going to be the one!

All she knew was that she needed more, needed Jake to consume her completely. Sophia's mind raced, her body trembling with need. She could barely form coherent thoughts, overwhelmed by the sensations Jake was expertly drawing from her. "Please, sir," she gasped out, her voice ragged with desperation. "I need you to destroy me, ruin me, make me forget everything but you inside me." Jake's rhythm faltered for a split second, a low groan escaping him. "Fuck, you're perfect," he growled. Without warning, he snapped his hips forward hard, burying himself to the hilt. Sophia cried out, a mix of shock and pleasure coursing through her.

The platform beneath Jaxson and Kael began to dissolve. "Willa," Jaxson’s voice was low, devoid of its usual command. He lowered his weapon, his silver eyes fixed on hers. "If you choose him... If you think he’s your way out... do it. I ruined your life once. I won't let my existence ruin your chance to get it back." The Synchronicity (Jaxson) meter surged to 100%. It wasn't about hate anymore. It was a raw, selfless admission that shattered Willa’s perception of him.

My mouth to dropped open and I was shocked at his audacity. Does he actually think that clothes, shopping and expensive things would take away the pain of what I've lost? Of what today will forever remind me of? I grabbed his card and threw it at his stupid, handsome face, only for it to bounce off his chest and fall to the floor. “I don't want your stupid card or your fucking money! I just want freedom. All I want is to… leave. Let me go, Marcello… please…” I begged, tears rolling down my cheeks profusely.

I know you want me I made it obvious that I want you too So put it on me Let's remove the space between me and you Now rock your body Damn I like the way that you move So give it to me 'Cause I already know What you wanna do And here's the situation Been to every nation Nobody's ever made me feel the way that you do You know my motivation Given my reputation Please excuse me I don't mean to be rude But tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you Ohh you know That tonight I'm loving you You're so damn pretty

You've been killing me softly And finally, the pain is too much Oh And I'm all out of whiskey To soak up the damage you've done Oh It's there is anything I'm guilty or of It's loving you too much If anybody asked how we died Call it suicide Don't fabricate Just tell them, baby It was suicide Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know..... Ahhhh, Call it suicide Oh... Don't fabricate (No don't fabricate it) Just tell them, baby It was suicide (It was...) Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know Ohhh...baby Just let them know Ohhh, just...heyy, hey

“I'm takin' all you down with me Explosives duct taped to my spine Nothing's gonna change my mind I won't listen to anyone's last words There's nothing left for you to say Soon you'll be dead anyway Well, no one here is getting out alive This time I've really lost my mind and I don't care So close your eyes And kiss yourself goodbye And think about the times you spent and what they've meant To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing To me it's nothing” I looked up and saw Kam and Rose. “Kam!” I shouted and ran to him, dropping the mic. “Sing with me! You too, Rosie!” I grabbed a hand from each of them and dragged them to the mic. I didn’t even register their protests.

I couldn't wrap my mind around how Morgan, who had been playing the role of the perfect husband just yesterday, had changed overnight. Worse still, I couldn't accept that I, who stood firmly on the moral high ground, had actually become the first one to be abandoned. Before long, I was diagnosed with clinical depression. I discovered that the thrill of self-harm could make me forget my emotional pain. Morgan was terrified when he discovered I had hurt myself. He hauled me out of the bathtub and rushed me to the hospital. As my consciousness faded, I could hear him sobbing in my ear, "I'm so sorry, Mila... as long as you wake up, I'll agree to anything you want!"

~I want to breathe, I hate this night I want to wake up, I hate this dream I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead Don't wanna be lonely Just wanna be yours~ -(BTS) Save Me --- --- --- --- --- "You are home sire." "I am." "And you are late." "Indeed." "And you seem rather flustered." "I do- what?" "Your cheeks sire. You are red as the red moon." "No I'm not.” "Yes you are."

I never deserved you in the first place nor Mom, Dads and your whole loving family who accepted me unconditionally. I want to die and free everyone from my sins. “I love you, San. I love you. Please forgive me,” Ryder’s chants in a weakly voice kept echoing but I could not bear the pain that everyone was going through because of me. I forced myself towards the sink and let out my claws grow completely while I tried to support my weight against the basin. However, before I could claw into my heart, the door smashed open and I watched Jax stare at me wide eyed while catching me in action to kill myself.