SWEET DEBAUCHERY: AN M/M COLLEGE, CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE
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My heart is hammering, not with arousal, but with a sudden, overwhelming wave of disgust.
I feel like a genuine creep, a voyeuristic monster. The warmth of the whiskey is gone, replaced by a cold shame that sinks to my very bones. I practically stumble to my own room, the sounds still echoing in my head. The feeling of being utterly vile clings to me until sleep finally, mercifully, pulls me under.