Embarrassment Inside Novels & Stories

“Have you forgotten Em? I have no shame.” Erin opened her mouth to say something, but all that came out was a small squeak. If only the ground would do her a favor and open up so she could crawl shamelessly into the abyss. Baring that, she needed to find another means of escape but the very source of her embarrassment had moved to stand directly behind her, effectively blocking any hope of escape. “Oh that’s right, I guess I forgot.” Emily replied, her voice laced with generous amounts of sarcasm. “What are you doing in here anyway? Thought Mom had you on check collection duty.”

It was all grey and still. Then I caught a glimpse of myself in the side mirror. My lipstick was messed up. There was a smear at the corner of my mouth. It was obvious. Something hot moved through my chest. It wasn't anger. It was worse. I felt embarrassed. The kind of embarrassment that makes you want to hide. I turned away from the mirror. I quietly fixed my lipstick. Iris didn't say anything. He kept his eyes on the road hands on the wheel. He didn't seem to notice what just happened.

He slided inside me slowly until he was fully stretched in my hole. My body clamped, gripping his shaft. Immediately I lost my shit and begged him to fụck me until I couldn't walk again. Suddenly the door crashed open. And Damon walked in. Dang it. I forgot to lock the door. I scrambled and slammed my legs closed. I had never been so embarrassed. I wished I'd disappear into thin air. “You…I–didn’t–” I stuttered, unable to string words together. What would he see me as? He would see me as a filth.

Now I'm suddenly hungry—no, I'm starving. Self-consciousness brings me back from my reverie and I immediately cover my chest with my arms. I Drop my gaze down, figure in a protective stance, cheeks warm and stomach concealing butterflies. I twist my body and turn away from him. Oh shit! This is embarrassing! Not only did he saw what's inside my clothes, he also summoned a mysterious itch between my legs. “I…I'm sorry,” I squeak, embarrassed. He doesn't reply. I suddenly feel uncomfortable by his silence.

I cough to clear my throat and then raise the wall back, my eyes remaining fixed at the door. “ How…embarrassing. ” I say to myself and sit down on the bed to beat myself internally.

“Are you . . . I mean, are you sure you’re okay?” At first she didn’t know what he was talking about, but his gaze kept casting down her body then away. She looked down at herself and realized he’d noticed that the crotch of her jeans was blotched by a dark stain. The embarrassment she’d felt at the belch was nothing compared to the crippling shame that almost drove her back to her knees. “I’m fine,” she said, her voice too sharp, as if she were angry. Embarrassment often came out as anger, she mused. “It’s just . . . well, since I’ve been here I haven’t exactly had access to, you know, sanitary napkins.”

I make my way to my seat, shaking with embarrassment. What the actual fuck?

He hadn't moved an inch. Wouldn't this mean that he had witnessed her embarrassing state of crying and laughing just now? A person as respectful as him would've surely found her behavior disgraceful, right? He surely must've thought that she was useless and weak. In that moment, was an indescribable feeling of embarrassment that surged up within her. Erica's face first turned red and quickly turned pale. She couldn't help but bite her lips and curse at herself. What did she think she was doing? Why did she always have to embarrass herself?

Emily felt a lump form in her throat as she hurried out of the office, the weight of her shame and humiliation following close behind.

I don't want to tell him why I'm embarrassed but at the same time, I don't want him thinking that he's doing anything wrong when he isn't, far from it. "I'm embarrassed because of... because I know that I'm not tidy down there. It's not that I choose to leave it like it is. The truth is that it has never been a concern for me before. One, because usually when I get washed somewhere, It needs to be done as quickly as possible and two, I've never had a man in my life... never needed to think about it but now... Well, I'm assuming that it's not a pretty sight down there and I can't imagine you want to be doing anything down there with your mouth."