Novel & Cerita Even If I Die Its You

Even now. Even if she sent me there to die. Because love like this—it’s not sane. It’s not fair. It’s not safe. But it’s mine. And I’ll crawl back to her if I have to. Even if it kills me.

Desperate. “If you die, I’m going to kill you.” Then nothing. Just the darkness. And his hands still trying to hold me together.

“I’m not scared of dying. Not anymore,” “I got my revenge,” I looked up at the sky, gasping for air. “On you. And I know…you’re going to die as well,” I fought to keep my eyes opened. “You cannot touch everyone I love anymore,” I whispered. “I did my best to protect them from you,” slowly, my head turned to him. “I’ll die a happy man,” I said.

I had brought the letter. I had read it to him, standing in front of the stone with my coat pulled tight and the city making its usual noise somewhere behind the trees, and I had said everything I should have said years ago when I still thought I understood what his death had been, before I knew it was not just loss but the first act of something that had eventually reached all the way to me.

"You almost died. We almost lost you." "I know, honey," he said. "But even if I had, even if I would've died, you still shouldn't have worried about me. I love you so much. But if I would've died, if I would've left this world, I would be with your mother and your grandparents. I would be happy. And I would've been looking over you. Honey, even if you can't see me, I will always be with you. I love you so much, and I know how much you love me, too."

“ Yes, and you know what? I'm actually prepared to die, because life definitely isn't worth living anymore.” *Wait,what?*

"If you died then so would I." He says it like it's the most reasonable thing in the world. Like it's the only thing that makes sense and I want to argue. To tell him how wrong it is to tie his life to mine but the words get swallowed up by his mouth suddenly crashing against mine.

It's us who will benefit anyway, not someone else. You let out a soft laugh as you let me pull you in my embrace. You keep singing as I do so. "And if I could, I'd get you the moon and give it to you. And if death was coming for you, I'd give my life for you. 'Cause you are, you are the reason why I'm still hanging on. 'Cause you are, you are the reason why my head is still above water."

I have nothing in life, all I cared about was spending my life with you, but you're gone and I'll follow you wherever you go. That sounds so great. -Jay, I want to always be with you too but not like this, not... killing you. You don't know the things that happen here, when you die there's no going back, life happens and you stay in the same place forever. It's not pleasant for me to be here but I have no choice.

“I love you and want to live and die with you." “You can't be born again, but remember to bring me along when you die,” Jay said humorously.