Promised to The Don
Trying is what gets men killed.
I dismiss him and continue alone, replaying every moment of that night in my head, every sound, every movement, every detail that did not quite sit right. Memory can be sharpened if you apply enough pressure to it. People assume instinct is what keeps someone like me alive. It isn’t. Observation does. The small fracture lines others overlook.
But concentration, I discover, is no longer as clean as it used to be, all I see are her eyes, those rosy lips, the long graceful fingers tracing my bare skin.