Novel & Cerita Fear Of Falling In Love

I empty a huge part of my thoughts to her; my pace is slow, and my voice isn’t as confident as it usually is. “Do you know what I really dread?” I blurt as I twirl a strand of my hair around my fingers. “What?” “The moment I fall in love… I’m not made of steel, I know I’d fall in love one day, and knowing myself, I’m sure I’d fall hard. I can’t even imagine how bad I would be. I’m scared shitless of falling in love with the wrong person.” I confess with a heavy sigh. I truly don’t want this day to come. Despite the happiness I’d be drowning in when I’m in love, I’m a strong believer in the storm that would accompany this happiness. I know that I won’t take any downfall easily, I know I’d be

" You know what? I never knew I would love someone like this in my life. I thought I would always be cold toward love and never believe in it but everything started changing the moment I saw you with another man yesterday. The first thing that came to my mind was Fear. Fear of losing you to another man. Fear of you falling out of love for me and that was when I realized I had truly fallen in love with you. I don't know what else to do but one thing I know is that, I've totally fallen head over heels in your love. " He whispered and planted a kiss on her lips.

The exhaustion dripped from every smile he gave me. " Oh Amara, I am scared of dating you!" my eyes just widened over his remark. I possessively held him by the collar and asked, "Why?" fear started filling me. After coming so close. And after confessing his feelings in such a bold way, I can't stand to let him go. Not that he really came here for me. I never dated any guy before, simply because I was scared of relationships. I did not want to date someone who would hurt me.

I know why people are in love, why they love the process of loving. It's because they get loved back, even if it's delayed. Love gives people false hope, and above all it makes you feel things that you never knew you could feel. It takes you to extends, it comes at the wrong time and sweeps you off your feet. And you will end up falling. Now, since we are falling on the earth and not space, there are consequences. Falling hurts. One moment you are so high up the sky, next, you are hitting rock bottom. In simpler terms, falling breaks bones.

He sighed,holding his words in for a moment. "About yesterday..." He started and immediately her heart started thumping excessively. A sudden wave of anxiety and fear flushing through her skin. "I want you,I want you so badly that I wish you to be mine alone...." He inched closer to her while his eyes remained locked to her gaze. "But I'm scared. I'm scared of falling in love,I'm scared of committing myself to a relationship that I fear would later end up hurting me. I don't want to loose you,Zoey."

"Jen, I was so in love with you it fucking scared me. I had my life planned, I had a fucking timeline to keep up with and I had believed I was gonna be there in 5 years time, I thought I knew how life was going to play out for me. But then we happened and then you introduced me to Patrick and the bar and then Marcus. Then, my future became this blurry picture, I hate uncertainty, I hate not knowing what's gonna happen in my future, I hate not being in control and I wasn't in control at all, and it scared the shit out of me. You weren't the only one that was scared, Jen. I was scared of being with you and I was scared of being without you. "And then Hannah came and all this guilt I was trying

’’ Sissy asked, making me think of somebody certain. ‘’ We don't like to share many things. That doesn't mean we love them right?’’ I asked in response knowing I will get her point. ‘’ but I don't like to share the things we love. And you never know when you fall in love. Is the fear of losing them to someone else? Someone coming between you two. But you will never understand as you never fell in love. But I will ask you all this when the time will come on you.’’ She said seriously this time.

Somehow, it didn’t help either when Raymond suddenly showed up, she’s is afraid that Raymond will tell Chris the truth before she got the chance to explain herself. "It’d be easy if I don’t feel anything… is the theory or falling for someone in 60 seconds real? Am I falling for him? But why am I so scared of him finding out? Does it have anything to do with my feelings at all?" thoughts after thoughts flood into her mind, making her move her small frame relentlessly around the bed.

I was going to dead my heart to love and see women as nothing more than sex tools. I didn't want to be weak like my mother and I didn't want to be tied to a commitment and become a serial cheater like my father. Those were my fears but I got to live with them until I took her. My worst fear seemed to be happening to me and I was letting it happen because it felt like I couldn't breath without her. She had succeeded in getting me unexplainably attached to her. No matter how much I tried to deny it, I knew I was falling head over heels for Thea and it scared me to my bones to think she didn't feel the same about me.