Fingers Crossed Behind Back Meaning Novels & Stories

He hands me the bag. I take it hesitantly. He reaches for me. “What are you doing, Crosswalk?” I ask, stepping away from his powerful hands. Veins are bulging out of his arms, indicating years of working out. “I’m giving you a piggyback”. He replies, his voice hinting an unspoken challenge. Clipping my mouth shut, I let him carry me on his back. His back feels hard - everything about him is hard. Something about the position feels really intimate - my arms wrapped around his neck, my hips wrapped around his waist.

Never. Someone was behind.

I froze, hands hung in the air, my back against him. What did he mean?

I turned on my back and saw nothing aside the frame, don't tell me she saw a fucking ghost behind me? ________

Well....I tried digging about this gesture and apparently it is very offensive and has been for decades of decades. Apparently The middle finger is the penis and the curled fingers on either side are the testicles. By doing it, you are offering someone a phallic gesture. It is saying, 'this is a phallus' that you're offering to people, which is a very primeval display." Hahahahaha and here I am...been pulling this gesture for years and multiple times without background reasoning of explanation, but surely I'm not the only....some people are still on the act without any single thread of meaning, funny right?😂

But he moved his hand away from touching one of my boobs. "Behind the back..." I was stunned by what he said. I felt my whole face turn red that I didn't know... Then both my ears got hot. Gross! What's behind? I DO NOT WANT TO— EWS! His skin is closed to mine. He is forcing what he wants behind my back. But silly! I really do not want! I hate that—Yes, we've tried it before. He put his behind my back. But I don't like it!

A heavy knee on my back. My hands were twisted behind my back and I was forced to my knees, coming face to face with a beautiful yet frightening man. He had a dominating aura and his presence screamed attention. I take back what I said earlier. It isn’t my lucky day and I’m so fucked.

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pulling her In for a hug, I rub circle on her back. “I will miss you too, and Mom too”

I moved my hands behind me. “I will be out soon.”