Forgive Me For My Sins Novels & Stories

“You sound like someone who has.” I looked through the screen, though I could see nothing but shadow. For a moment, I almost wanted to tell him everything, the nights I doubted, the prayers that went unanswered, the weight of other people’s sins pressing against mine. But that wasn’t my place. I was supposed to be the anchor here, not another soul adrift. Instead, I whispered, “All sins can be forgiven.” The words felt fragile, hollow, like a candle’s last flicker before dying out.

If it were other people bugging me on this, I knew quite well I would be pissed but there was something about her and the way she was gentle that just made me feel relaxed. “Its just that I've been through a lot already and there are things that i am ashamed to even say out. There are things I've done that keeps bugging me, bugging my heart and leaves me feeling dissatisfied with everything that has happened. I don’t know if I can ever receive forgiveness for them but i am going to try as much as possible to atone for my sins.” I said.

I placed her on my lap and kissed her forehead. “ I will always be with you kitten, you are mine. My life. I was not giving you any divorce because it was fake papers, everything was fake. I just wanted you to realize your feelings for me. Furthermore, I will never leave you and our children. And yes, I forgive you and will live my whole life with an angel like you. But can you forgive me for my sins? I know I never made any mistakes because using you was a sin and I did that to you, so can you forgive me and give us a chance to enjoy this beautiful life together?” I said.

My whole being was burning in a fierce fire of ravage, leading to bottomless tunnels of turmoils. “Two minutes… I still have two minutes to ask for anything. Blaze, I will ask for nothing but please…” I lowered my head and joined my hands together, “Please forgive me for the crimes I never committed, please forgive me for all the resentment building in your heart… Please… Try to give us a chance… I don’t know about love but this relationship will surely turn into something memorable.. Please Blaze… Please.” I fell on my knees, crying, asking for forgiveness for the sin I never knew existed but if there’s a ray of hope to get out from this gloom, I will cling on it no matter what it takes. So

“What?” “I forgive you. I forgive every name you called me. I forgive every slap you gave me. I forgive every punch you swung at me. I forgive you for every time you kicked me. I forgive you for every time you struck me with your whip. I forgive you for every laugh you cracked at my expense. I forgive you for every scar you left on my back. I forgive you for every ounce of humiliation, degradation, and pain you ever caused me. I forgive you for trying to steal my entire life from me.”

“For you perhaps, but an act of compassion and kindness will not be forgotten… I ask you, as her daughter, please forgive her sins and requite her of her crimes.” I may be a goddess, but I am also someone who was raised on earth. I will do whatever it takes and so I go down on my knees and lower my head to the man before me. “Evangeline!” Zedkiel growls. I don’t get up, placing my hands on the ground before me. “Please, forgive her sins and have mercy on this child who has never had the chance to know her mother for long.” I say, closing my eyes as I touch my forehead to the ground.

"Karen, I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry for everything I did to you and to our daughters. I was blind, selfish, and stupid. I didn't realize what I had until it was too late." He took a step closer, his eyes pleading for forgiveness. "God has a way of humbling us, Karen. He took everything from me, everything I thought was important. And in the darkness, I found light. I found faith, and I found forgiveness. But I know I can never undo the pain I caused you. All I can do is ask for your forgiveness and hope that someday, you'll be able to find it in your heart to forgive me."

His face was legit stoned. I was reddening like an idiot, with each of his words, shame washed over me. An urge seeped inside me and I let it out, “Forgive me to say this but I came here with a hope in my heart which you broke with your cheapness, I thought you were a gentleman, not a creep who drugs people for his own benefits,”

“Eliana, Veronica, and Sophie, I am sorry for the pain I have caused you all. I am really sorry for what I have done.” Eliana rushed to him, urging him to calm down. “We know, we know, you can calm down now; you will tender a proper apology when you’re all good and better.” “No,” he refused, albeit weakly. “Let me beg for forgiveness now.” “You are already suffering from your sins. There’s no need to waste your breath.”

Her arm is stronger than her light was a moment ago, and this strength holds without tearing anything inside me. “There is nothing to forgive,” I answer, and I think in this moment I speak truest today: there is nothing to forgive because there is no sin, only lack. “Just bring him back with me.” The weight of “with me” strikes the stone’s edge, and Lunathiel nods, not as a promise but as one who takes the preposition onto herself.