Here We Go Again On My Own Novelas e Histórias

I think, I'm not sure but I did hear something about being unnecessary. This time I am not even going to compare myself to my brothers because hell, I have achieved more in my nineteen years of life than they have with all their years combined! My phone rang in my hand and I saw it was Kevin, ignoring it I switched my phone off and looked at the water that was flowing freely under this bridge.

I nod breathlessly. I want to do this. Again

I walked to the door and punched the code in before the mechanical buzzing of the door, echoed softly and I pushed it open. After I came back, I moved out of my old place and rented a house two doors next to Kia’s. My old place was the street uptown and was walkable but I just wanted to stay close to someone I know. Well, I needed her. I was still scared to sleep alone and sometimes, she’d bunk over. That day, when I admitted to Paolina, was like opening old wounds and I still hand healed from it. And with all that went down between me and Aeden, I was still in shock.

I know I'd go back to you I wanna hold you when I'm not supposed to When I'm lying close to someone else You're stuck in my head and I can't get you out of it If I could do it all again I know I'd go back to you I'd go back to you I'll go back to you I know I'd go back to you (I'd go back to you, I'd go back to you) I know I'd go back to you (Go back to you, go back to you) (Go back to you, go back to you) (Go back to you, go back to you) ❤️ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ ❤️ VANESSA' POV❤️ Right now he's standing in front of me which no love in his eyes. .

I’m done. I’m not putting myself through this ever again.

Why they call to me. I owe that to myself. I came here to start over, and that’s what I’m going to do. I close my eyes and whisper, more to the room than to anyone else: “I’ll try.” It’s a beginning, and tomorrow I will start again.

Not knowing if I'd make the same mistakes again. Not knowing if I've learned anything at all. Just knowing that I'm alone. And it's entirely my own fault.

I was going myself. And this time? Someone was going to bleed.

To try to exist again. I breathe. I finally breathe. ---

I know I should tell them where I'm going but I just need to be alone for a while. Drake and Archer find me at the park an hour later. Not sure if my family realized I was gone this late or they were giving me time to cool off. I'm trying to perfect the forward flip off the ramp but I'm having a hell of a time perfecting it. I can't land it, not once.