Hold My Breath As I Wish For Death นิยาย & เรื่องราว

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However, Arnold carries on. It seems… he has a death wish. “It isn't possible to kill me. I won't die, unless I kill you all first.” He adds, and I go cold. It's been decided, he does have a death wish. Then I feel him turn, his gaze fully to Hayden. “I want you to watch the light leave her eyes, then I'll take your life as well.” I pale, he has to be joking. “I won't lose another important person.” Hayden says, eyes hardening, and my eyes stutter.

I've missed the entire full moon without a single pulse of desire. I try to move my working arm but it’s stuck. I panic for a second before realising Hope is holding onto it. LIke a child would hold a comforter she has my right forearm pressed along her torso. Her thighs are clamped around my hand. Then like a dagger through my heart I realise my skin is wet and cold. She has cried herself to sleep curled around my arm. I look up to the ceiling and hold my breath. The only way to make right what's happened is to take vengeance. It has to be.

But steadily it grows as we all watch, first the size of a chestnut, and then an apple, and then a full orb of gorgeous, glowing, steady light. “Your prize,” Death says, gesturing slowly towards the magnificent ball which I can feel radiates with power. A little squeak climbs from my throat as I stare at it, and then over at Anton, remembering my promise – But he clenches his jaw, looking down at me, reminding me with his gaze that we don’t need it. Not anymore. I blink in surprise, completely shocked that I let that slip my mind – But then I whip my head back to Beatrice as she reaches for the wish, takes it in her hands. Because if it’s not going to be used to bring Anton back to life – th

I don't deserve to live! Enough! I try not to breathe oxygen, so the air is stuck inside, my breath runs out. Yes, this is all I need right now. I don't want to, anything else at this point. No one wants me alive. I hold my breath as much as I can. I want to take my life now.

His hold on my arm tightened. “What??” I suddenly shouted. “Okay. Since you obviously are good at reading minds, why don't you figure it out yourself? Why do you think I want to kill myself, huh? Do you think I'm happy with my life?! If I am, will I attempt to end it all? What am I even saying?” I chuckled to myself. It's like I really do have a death wish. And I hope it comes to pass right now. “I've wished and hoped for death most of my life and it never came. I mean, I even cut myself open a couple times. But guess what, I didn't die. I pass out only to wake up with the place scabbed up. I tried drowning too, but guess what? I only woke up to see myself beside the river bank saved by a st

"You only have a little amount of time,you have to hold them,really tight,and stare at them so close,so they won't get away. Then you tell them,that they aren't going to leave you just like that,you make them happy,happy that they leave this world smiling,not sober" I sighed. "You're scared" "Pardon?" "You're not just scared of your loved one dying, you're scared that you won't be able to move on" "I have to go"I said,and pulled out some cash from my back pocket. "Thank you"the driver said,and I got out,my mind a mess,"hey! Sir?!" I turned back,"Happy New year!"the driver yelled,and all the other drivers on the road yelled a happy New year,I wasn't sure it was to me. To me,they just wished e

I was trapped, and the hopelessness of my situation sank in like a heavy weight. “Say your last wish,” she said, a sneer on her face as she held a cloth over my mouth and nose. I took a deep breath, steeling myself for what I was about to say. “My last wish is for you to die a miserable death. You would pray for death, but death won’t come,” I said, my voice shaking with anger and fear. She let out a mocking laugh, the sound grating on my nerves. “Still have this attitude, even at death's door?” she said, her eyes hard and unforgiving. I wanted to scream, to fight back, but I was too weak, my body wracked.

I let her inside my heart and letting her go was going to fucking hurt. But I'll get over it...maybe one day. I plugged in my earphones and let my soul drown in the darkness. It felt like I was being reborn again. I can't breathe (Chopsquad), I can't breathe, 999 Waiting for the exhale I toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well Still no luck, but oh, well I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail

I laid there with my eyes closed as all the memories flooded back. It was like seeing my life flash before my eyes. I did not need air anymore, but I felt the need to take a breath. It was a lot to take in. I had a life with Anthony. I was happy. I had friends. I was loved. What more could I have asked for? But I did ask for more… for a life with him. My want had made a dent in our relationship. I was barely around Anthony these past two years. All because I asked too much of him. Then when he grants my wish, after I promised nothing would change how I feel… I deny him. I turned away… all because he loved me enough to tell the truth.