Novel & Cerita I Can Love Me Better

So please be mine tonight, Let your wall down and let me in your heart right now. I hope you catch the words in my voice and not the hate in the world. Fall in love before it falls apart with regret. Ooh baby,would you please believe these words I say right now and watch the crowd disappeared like the sunset until it's just you and me,shimmering in the dark.... Oohh oohh darling, please be mine..' Ryder kept singing those words over and over again while staring at me. The more he sang those words, the more I felt my wall actually crumbling bit by bit until nothing was left other than the sheer realization of what he was saying.

I love you. *

"I love you too" ----------------------------

I flashed a tiny smile and made sure you saw it first before I brought my head closer to give you another peck. "Hang on. It's my song." The moment another instrumental song played that lingered through the whole room, one of your arm let go of my waist to pick up the microphone beside you. I let out a soft chuckle. It was "I Like Me Better" of Lauv, one of your favorite artist. "To be young and in love in New York City. To not know who I am but still know that I'm good long as you're here with me. To be drunk and in love in New York City. Midnight into morning coffee. Burning through the hours talking."

I am the worst person I know. I type a message. I save it for later. For when I have the courage. "You were right. About everything. I should have talked to you. I should have told you I loved him, even if it hurt. Maybe we would have found a solution. Maybe not. But at least I wouldn't have betrayed you. I'm sorry. Truly. Not just words. From the bottom of my heart. And I'm going to try to become a better person. For you. For me. For us. If one day you're willing to try again. I love you."

By my side, I’ll swallow all of my pride Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off my feet Yeah, yeah Can’t explain why your lovin' makes me so weak

In the next split second she shook her head as she voiced a small chuckle to open the dialogue. "Stalker!" Selene cursed. Instead of responding to Selene's allegations, Jamie chose to say something else. "Be my baby, and I'll be your dad." Jamie inquired quietly. Selene gave a snort. "Listen. Mr. Krueger, this sounds so fucking funny. Stop. Everything is ridiculous." She made sarcastic remarks. "You're going to need some protection, aren't you? I can give it to you right now." "Okay. Show me your strength."

"Not the slightest." "Giving up is not an option." He sipped, watching her over the glass rim. "Honestly, what brought you here?" He shook his head in despair. "It hurts to see just how much you underestimate my love. Fine, maybe you'll swallow the secondary pill instead; as you know, I'm mentally fucked up. I've been prescribed a whole lot of medications I don't have time for. I hate them. They never worked in the first place...the few times I tried. Then I met you; everything has changed ever since. It's like fate prescribed a better treatment...a cure even." His grin added an extra beam of light to the room.

And then walked away like she was nothing. That pain in her eyes— it will haunt me. But this is bigger than love. Bigger than destiny. If I want to save my sister, if I want to survive this war, I need to protect myself. The curse can wait.

"The man you were ten years ago is not the man you are now. Even if some of that part of you remained, I would understand. What Valentina was suggesting is on a whole different level. It's vile and inhumane, and you would never agree to it. I know that deep in my bones. I couldn't love you if I thought you were capable of being that kind of person." He sucks in a breath and looks at me with hope. "You love me?" he asks, searching my eyes for the truth. "You already know the answer. You said it yesterday," I say, having a hard time being direct. He pulls me in close, our faces now just inches apart. "I need to hear it to really believe it. I need to hear those three words more than I've ever