I Hate Having A Crush Novels & Stories

It’s sad to think that after everything we talked about and how much I confided in him that he only sees me as an object, he sees me as something you just sign a contract with and ask them to give you a million children. I hate men. "I hate men," I whispered to myself as I thought about all of the men that have entered my life and completely ruined me. I tried to stop the tears but they kept coming- like they always do every night, and I couldn't stop them. They flowed freely down my face and even though I was walking down the middle of the high way with all of these cars hooting past me, the loudest thing I could hear was my thoughts and regrets.

He was about to say something before he corrected himself. "Still you didn't have to take me home. I never asked you too, so stop sounding so annoyed as if I was such a burden." "That is exactly what you are! A huge mother fucking burden, always has been since you were twelve. You are so unbelievable." Mason yelled in a hushed voice so Asher wouldn't hear him. Instead of crying in front of him, I sat up straight and poked my chest out. I was so mad and hurt, I can't believe I have a crush on him. Without saying anything to him at all, I walked away. I grabbed my pills and water and walked out of the room. I quickly walked to the bathroom and started the shower. I swallowed my pills quickly,

“ ‘You made me happy on my worst days. This is the cruelest way to love. I hate that I feel this feeling, how can I make my heart stop?’ “ Bob sang the lyrics in a more deep and gritty voice than what Sadie did. “Yeah, that.” “Well, it’s because she hates falling in love.” Austin butts in. “Why is that?” “She doesn’t want to get hurt. Long story how that happens.” “It’s also because there is no way that the person she likes will never like her back. It’s a weird crush she had. She wrote this at- what, thirteen I think?” “Wow,” I said. That song is so much better than my debut. “Yep. She told us the story and stuff.”

I slam the door closed and lock it. This was exactly what I was afraid of. Katherine yelling at me for something that wasn't true, and then Cole coming in to comfort her. As much as I don't want to be yelled at, I also don't like the two of them together. My crush has bloomed in my heart to the point where there is no denial. It's there, and it's crushing me daily. I just pray that all he does is explain things. As much as I hate his treatment of girls, I pray he at least continues his streak of no repeats.

I asked softly, looking carefully at her guarded expression. “I have a problem, in school. I have a crush.” She confided, hiding her face in her hands. “I don't want to have a crush, I want to wait until I turn 18 and find my mate. Dating outside of your mate only leads to heartbreak!” She sounded so mature and yet so young and vulnerable. “What do I do Jax? I don't want to feel hurt.” I thought about how to answer. Truthfully, I had never had a crush on anybody before. I guess I was too angry for too long to feel that way about anyone. But I did have something I could share with her that could get her thinking.

He’s right. And that’s the problem. Gwen’s laugh carries over again—distant, happy. CK doesn’t move. Doesn’t touch me again. Just watches me unravel. I’m trapped. In a corner. At a party. With my best friend’s crush. Who’s now my roommate. Who knows exactly how I sound when I come. And I still want him. Fuck.

I’m going to get a heart attack zoning out in public. “No you’re not. I’m the first to arrive, still waiting for Kelly and...” I say wondering what I just said. Did the words I just let escape my mouth make sense. It sounded like gibberish to me. “Good, I got caught up. I hate being late.” He says and I just nod. I don’t know what to say, my mouth is so dry and I can’t get my brain to work. I hate this feeling, having a crush on someone sucks.

I mumbled shaking my head. “So? I am telling you that I have a crush and not talking about love. We can have a crush on anyone at any time. Like we have them on the movie stars or singers like that. Just imagine him to be a star and have a crush. It is not like I am trying him.” Nipuna explained. “It is a good thing that you are not trying him. Because his girlfriend will not leave you alone, and they have been in a relation for many years.” Amrin said to which Nipuna frowned moving away.

She mockingly said to me. I look back to check Steven's reaction, and now he glares at me. "Huh, you should have invited him here instead of me." He said before he faced his food. I tapped his arms. "They ask me if I have a crush. It's just a crush. Why are you mad at me?" I asked. "I just like Mavin because he is charming. Not to the point where I will fall in love with him. A crush is always a crush!" I explained to him.

I already have so much to deal with— than waste my time on some Queen bees. “Why not check the internet, or better yet ask him?” I said cockily, “Or perhaps, he doesn’t even know you exist,” Daisy cheeks burned with embarrassment “I’ll get him, You just watch and see” She fumed, walking off but not before her minions gave me the middle finger. My heart constricted with hurt. “That was so cool, Sarah,” Zara breathed a sigh of relief. “Yeah, my whole life worsened since Damian came into the picture. Now everybody hates me, even my sister.” I bit back the sob clogging my throat.