Novel & Cerita I Hate My Mom

CATALINA For two days, I couldn’t help but keep remembering my mom. The day she left us without saying goodbye to me. The day I desperately chased her car, eager to come to her and hug her tightly. The day… I started to hate her. She did not even contact me after the hell I had experienced when Dad died. She’s a horrible mother that I wish not to meet for the rest of my life. I stopped contacting Mrs. Yu because I kept remembering Mom through her.

Cause I just found myself slowly getting drawn with the feelings I felt for him and I also know that there's no turning back. "I hate my Dad for hurting my Mom. I hate how my Mom stayed with him even though she's hurting. I hate how my Mom refused to go on with her life because of the too much pain my Dad has caused her. I hate the fact that my Mom believed in love and yet, it's the reason why she's gone." Maze said with great resentment and I just looked at him while still holding on to his hand tightly. Not planning to let go of it in any time soon.

I always hear that I resembled my Mom. I hate it. I have grown hatred towards my mother. She left us and now she suddenly appeared and took Dad. What kind of a mother is she?! “You mean?” Cris trailed off. I nodded. “Yes. She could be alive.”

I should have ran away a long time ago, i hate my life, i hate my family, most especially I hate my dad, my father is too wicked and stone hearted to actually be the one who birthed me, i really wish it’s possible to be able to decide the kind of family I get to be born in. I’m in such a huge mess.

"Uhmm, I am his mother. Guess, you are so familiar to me,” She answers and I smile sadly. I think she may attack me, or may hate me. Actually, what do I do wrong to have so many haters? A father who doesn't love me. My husband really hates me. My mother-in-law does the same and my mother doesn't care about my life. How exhausted! In fact, I want to die yet because suicide is a big sin, I fear I will definitely end up in the hell. "I see, you definitely hate me, right? But what else can I do if your son loves me that much," I answer her without even intending to see her face.

But my heart was full of hatred for Ailina and blame against her parents. “You hit me? Even now, you still want to hit me. Mom, are you still really my mother? Do you hate me seeing being happy? Bruce, love me and I love him. Why can’t you accept him? We have the same hobbies.” I roared at Mom crazily.

My mom had not been the best to me but the last thing that I would ever do is try to leave this house that would only make her more mad . I wasn’t going to leave I didn’t want to see that look in her face that would make her think that I had turned bad just because she just let me leave the house for a few days , I wouldn’t let her have that fucking imprisoned of me , that was never going to happen no matter how much I tried to make it look . I laid on the bed removing all the things that I had Done . My mom hated me , why did she have to hate me this much . I was her only daughter .

One by one, they all fearfully walked out of the room till only mom and I were left in the room. She still couldn't stop breathing hard and fast. "Why do you hate me so much, Mom? I have tried since I was little to make you love me like you usually do. Is it still because of that very day?" "Shut the hell up Sarah, and never bring up whatever happened that day to my life as long as you're still alive." Mom yelled.

“H-He hates me mom… I got rejected. What should I do now? I’m so in pain.”

I close the door and walk off but not before hearing their conversation briefly. "Why did you not tell him about his infidelity?" "I don't want him to hate his dad anymore than he already does." Replies my mom. Going into my room, I slide down on the floor and clutch my hair out of frustration. What have I done!! Why did I tell her that I hate her? Damnit! "I love you, my Angel! I love you!"