I Just Want Peace 소설 & 이야기

“Juѕt hоld mе and ѕtау ԛuіеt, I need ѕоmе tіmе tо juѕt relax before I соmbuѕt.” “Thаt I саn do, bаbу. Wе’ll have peace and ԛuіеt now, аnd then I’ll mаkе you ѕсrеаm later. Pеrfесt. I’d fіnаllу found mу moment оf blіѕѕ fоr thе fіrѕt tіmе tоdау.

And I might've thought that we were one Wanted to fight this war without weapons And I want it and I wanted it bad but there were so many red flags. Now another one bites the dust Yeah, let's be clear, I trust no one you did not break me I'm still fighting for peace will I've got thick skin and an elastic heart But your blade might be too sharp I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard Yeah, I may snap, and I move fast You won't see me fall apart Cause I've got an elastic heart

“Saint… if you keep burning, there will be nothing left of you for me to love.” Her words hit harder than any blade. I reached for her hand, holding it tight. “Then tell me what to do. Tell me what you need.” Her gaze searched mine, her voice breaking. “I just want peace. I want to wake up and not wonder if today is the day someone tries to kill you. I want to breathe without choking on blood.” Peace. The one thing this city never gave me. The one thing I never thought I deserved. I pressed her hand to my chest. “Then I’ll give it to you. Whatever it takes.”

“I don’t even know where to begin.” “Start with what you want. Not what anyone expects from you. Not what Leo thinks or what you think you’re supposed to forgive. Just… what do you want, Bella?” I looked down at the mug in my hands, steam rising gently from the tea. I ran my fingers over the rim. My heart felt tired. Like it was worn thin from being pulled in too many directions. “I want peace,” I finally said. “I want to breathe again. I want to wake up and not feel like the world is crashing in. I want to stop crying in strange places. I want to stop pretending that I’m okay.”

five years later . it's been five fucking years since I finally had that Peace that I had Been longing for my whole life . In the end, it's not how it started or how it's going that really does matter ,but what really matters at this point is how it really does end up . It just doesn't make any sense how we would fight ourselves to get what we want when all that we want is for ourselves to be at peace and not at long head ,at what joy would it cost .

I rocked myself and sang the lullaby that my mother would sing when I was sad: Little wind that rocks the sea Rock my little one with grief As all her peace within grows strong Let her slumber in the night nice and long. The lullaby soothed me, and my voice was replaced by my mother’s in my thoughts. It almost shocked me, but I let it consume me until I stopped sobbing. I felt warmth overwhelm me, but my necklace still felt cold around my neck. I looked down and saw it shining again. “Riley,” I heard a soft whisper distantly in my mind. I jerked my head up but didn’t see anything.

I hope I'll be able to take away greediness from them because if I won't, then my efforts- our efforts will just be useless. Show me that everything I'll do will be worth it, my world and I won't even ask for something in return, having a peaceful world is already enough for me. There's no need to find a perfect one. As long everyone's happy, then it's more than enough for me.

I just want to live and hug my daughter, I want to inhale her scent, it has been so long. I want peace, I want peace with Zeus and I want to live with him. I want to be loved again by him and I want him to let me love him like before, with no choices, no options just him and I and I and him and nothing else, nothing else in this world to be loved.

She breathed in deep, like she was trying to push all of it out of her chest at once. "I just want peace. And starting today, I'm not wasting any more energy trying to convince anyone who I am." I watched her in silence. Jamie rubbed her arms, restless. "I spent way too long trying to do the right thing, even for people who never gave me that same consideration." She swallowed hard. "I'm done. I don't want revenge. I don't want a war. I just want to be left alone." I took a step toward her. "And if they don't leave you alone?"

“Anything.” “Don’t answer him tonight. Sleep on it. Wake up and see how you feel. Don’t do anything because you’re lonely or emotional. Do it because it’s what you want. Not because you miss the way he held you.” I blinked back the sting in my eyes. I wanted him to hold me. God, I wanted it. But I wanted peace more. “Okay,” I whispered. “I promise.”