Novel & Cerita I Just Want Someone To Love Me

He shouts at me. “Just like how you don't fucking know what I want, but you seem to sure think that you do. But whatever. You don't think I love you enough to be with you, no matter what? Then fine. Maybe you're right. If that's what you want to hear.. to believe so damn badly, then fine. You win. You go on and be alone, if that's how you want it. I will find someone who will actually believe me when I say that I love him more than anyone else.”

And all you really want is to meet the expectations of the people you love in your life. No one chooses you first. Not even the one made for you. Someone created by the Moon is supposed to love, cherish and adore you for eternity And even when they don't choose you first, but as a fall back plan. Ha. That just means no one chooses people like me first. I've wanted to run away for years. I've tried everything within my moral compass to get banished. Or to be set free. What's the point of me being here? What's the point of waiting around to replace someone I love when there is only one him? I'm just the backup. I'm not him. I couldn't be him if I wanted to.

I know how much he loves me calling him that, I swear to do it often if he doesn't shut me out again. "She said she thought I was upset because they took all my father's money away. All these years, and she still doesn't know what she did wrong?" He buries his face in my breast "I just want to be loved Aella, I want to be understood, I want to share my feelings without fear of being hated, I want to be put first, I want to be desperately wanted by someone, I want to be someone number one. I just desperately need to be loved." "You are my person, baby, you come first for me, and I love you."

I couldn't say it because I'm weak. I just wish that you love me instead of her. I just wish that you wouldn't look for anybody else and be content with me. I know, I'm not good at anything. I try hard and if maybe there are chances, maybe, I'll love you more. And I don't want to get to that point that I will lose my sanity. If ever you come back, I'll be still loyal to you. I couldn't have an annulment because I love you. If that moment comes no matter how long it is, I'll still love you, whenever you are ready to love me too.

“What do you want?” “You know what I want, sweetheart.” “Oh, get lost!” she cried her eyes finally adjusting to the light and she flung aside her bed aside to peep in the opposite house outside her window. It was of course the house of her caller. But she could see no movement around and she nearly bumped into her wardrobe. Damn Adam Crighton! Damn him to hell and may he never come back. It was the only way he had concocted to get her attention. “How can I? I haven’t said the three magic words yet. I love … you, Rhea.”

"It can grow over time. Sometimes people get engaged first and then fall in love." "That's stupid," Emilia declared with the absolute certainty of childhood. "People should only get married if they love each other. Like you and Daddy did." The mention of James hit me like a physical blow. "Yes," I agreed softly. "Like your dad and I did." Emilia played with her spoon, swirling melting ice cream around the bowl. "I don't want a new dad." "No one's trying to replace your dad," I assured her quickly. "No one could ever do that."

I’d stay if he gives me all the reason to stay. I regretted everything I said because he didn’t reply. Suddenly, the elevator is a ride of two strangers. Oh hell, we’re back to being strangers. The elevator door opened and we’re now on our designated floors. I didn’t want to part with him. I didn’t want him to go. I wanted more moments with him. Even if he doesn’t see me as his girl anymore, I’d still want to spend time with him. I know it’s wrong but I love him. Since when has it been a crime to want to be with someone you love?

She said, trying to remove her hands from mine, with me holding them more tightly. "I don't care about anyone tonight, i want to dance, with only you."

It was simply: *I just wanted someone to love me. Then everything went black, and I felt nothing at all.