I Just Want Someone To Love Me 소설 & 이야기

, I asked deep in tears. She shrugged, "Nothing, absolutely nothing. I'm just a bad person, it's what I do. And of course you knew that, but no one chose to be around you except me and so you just decided to be with me. You see it's all part of your miserable life's quest; Be unloved and unchosen and accept it like that, pathetic life I'd say". "All I've ever done was to love you ", I said again. "Oh darling, that was your mistake and none of mine ", she said looking me dead In the eyes.

"I really like you , and it's true There is only one just you, yeah I find it hard, to say, I wish you knew I am on your I*******m all day, stalking you. You in my life, is all I'm hoping for If you could be mine, Now and forevermore, I wan talk my mind, and say how, I feel inside, But I fear you won't, you won't feel the same for me. Oh if she loves me,

he chuckled at that last sentence and I did too, my tension eased a bit. "I want your face to be the last thing I see before I go to sleep at night and the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning. I want to spend every second, minutes, hour and day of my life knowing you are in it every single step of the way. In good and bad times, I want it to be you, me, against the world and anything we might face"

The lady looked at me with that sad expression again. "Love sucks." I said. "all my life I imagined I was going to be one of those cliché, a wife, kids, a pet, a house with a pretty garden. Somewhere along the way that prospect got blurry and I saw another future, with someone else. But I fucked up, and now five years later I'm doing the same thing I did back then, I'm hurting her and I'm hurting me. Maybe love doesn't suck, maybe I suck at loving."

And please… find someone who’ll love you, truly. Forgive me. I love you.

But I know it would be hard for you to do that, Diego, because you're still in love with someone who doesn’t love you, while I’m falling for someone who can’t see my worth. "I want that man to love me not because I said so, or because I’m beautiful, or just because of my body. I want someone to love me for who I am, without comparing me to anyone else. I want someone to genuinely love me." I smiled, though I knew Diego would not be able to do that. I let out a heavy sigh. "What about you? If you ever want to be with someone, who would you want to be with?" I asked him. He didn’t look at me; he just kept driving.

I asked, almost in a whisper. "I will remain in love. I know it could be stupid for others to be stuck with someone who is not here anymore, but who cares? My love for you will remain still until my last breath. I only want you and not someone else because no one will ever give the same love as you did. No one could ever replace you. No one could ever be like you no matter how hard they try. You are the only girl I would want to share my love with because you are the only girl who gave me the love I wanted."

I want something, someone else, who treat me totally different from him. I want love. And what Nate had gave me wasn't love. I .... ****

I wished to be happy with someone who loves me for as long as possible. *

She lowered her gaze for a second, then raised it and her eyes locked with his. “Give me tonight. Give me something I never had. Give me back what was taken from me years ago. I don’t want love promises, I don’t expect you to tell me 'I Love You’. I just want to feel alive again… For just one moment in my life, make me feel what no one made me feel before.”