I Just Want To Be In Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

That photo has followed me like a ghost for eighteen years, his little-boy grin watching me grow into the woman I am now, still waiting, still wondering. I’m twenty-six years old. I’ve never been with a man. Not once. Not even a kiss… until last night. And the irony? I’m not single, yet I’ve been single since birth. My parents own the rights to my heart, and my life has been curated like a museum exhibit, homeschooling instead of high school, no real friends except those my parents vetted, and a silent countdown to a wedding with a man I have never met. Well, technically, I met him on paper, in pixels, as an eight-year-old boy trapped in a photograph.

So twisted I don’t even know who I am anymore when I look in the mirror. My chest heaved, and I whispered into the suffocating quiet of the car, the words trembling but honest, raw, too sharp to hold in any longer. “I just want to feel love… even if it’s just by one person.”

It's obvious you're meant for me Every piece of you it just fits perfectly every second every thought I'm in so deep But I'll never show it on my face But we know this we got a love that is homeless Why can't you hold me in the street why cant i kiss you on the dance floor I wish that it could be like that why can't we be like that cause Im yours Why can't I say I'm in love I want to shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that Cause I'm yours

Meet the world of Technology You captured my heart I didn't think it would happen I look at you Will change As if in a dream I Chorus: I love you my love I'm Inlab to you my love I am..... Inflame.... To you..... My love... True... No one else wants it Be selective but the Someone like you. My hug always I think time and time Kisses and caresses of your hand My love You are the only one to find Someone like me... I Love You My Love... I'm in love with you...

I wouldn't go against his father either. I've never known a love so beautiful How I'd wanted to wake up next to you You've stained my shirt but won my heart I'm in love with you right from the start

Just us. Just this. Just love.

“I'm sorry all these are happening right now, you're having a hard time as well,I don't know what to do to relieve you of it even a little bit “ She looked at me, from my mask I could see her smile dryly. She wasn't lively today, she wasn't her true self. “I know what you've got to do to make me happy “ I became curious. “And what would that be?” She grinned a little.. “Make Love to me,I know this is just a ten night thing but I don't want sex Rick,I don't want the rush of adrenaline because I want to become pregnant,I want to feel loved,I want to be touched, caressed like every man would do to a woman.. please “

Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours It's obvious you're meant for me Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep But I'll never show it on my face But we know this, we got a love that is homeless

This is it, all I needed. Becoming one with my love. . #TBC

She asked me shaking her head and looking away from me as if she was trying to concentrate better that way. "This means that I want you to be with me. Jen, be with me, be the love of my life, the only girl for the rest of my life, be my wife if you want to marry me, be my home, be my inspiration, be the reason behind every single love song I ever write, be the reason I smile, be my happiness and my strength, be my girlfriend, Jen."