I Know I'll Be A Okay Novels & Stories

“I’ll see you tomorrow then” “Okay” I couldn't hide the grin on my face this time. The walk back to my apartment is almost like I’m in a dream. I suppose when things go exactly the way you want, all you could do is just live in that moment, falsely believing that everything will be alright. I could choose to believe it or be realistic but pushing away thoughts that made me unhappy doesn't feel like a crime.

"I will meet him today, It's going to be okay." It's going to be okay. Somewhere deep in my gut, I could feel the certainty of it. Beat. Beat. Beat. I should say something, anything, but I was stalled and swallowed a breath before staring into her eyes and forcing my voice out. "Alright, Good luck." She nodded. "Yeah! And about what happened earlier, I hope you won't do it again in the..."

“I know. But we’re going to be okay. We will.” “I’m not so sure about that,” Emma groaned. I’m not either. Jess thought. I’m not either.

“Are you okay?” I let out a deep sigh, trying to sound steady even though I wasn’t. “Yeah,” I said softly. “I’ll be fine. I’ll go ahead and help the others.” I said and walked away.

He asked. I smiled and replied. “I'm feeling fine.” Of course I'm not but I have to pretend I am. I know that Liam will be worried or even come down here if he notice that I'm not fine. I don't want to get him worked up so I will have to make him believe that I'm okay.

Why? Andrea pats my hand as if to tell me I would be alright. Yeah, I would be alright. It really can't be that hard right?

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he asked me. I took a deep breath, “I don’t know if I’m happy with my life just yet, but I’m actually okay with being able to continue on and try one more time. I can say that I’m glad that I’m still alive even after everything that happened.” He nods, “Well, I’m glad that you're alive.”

I refused to go and insisted that I was okay. Jake was watching from a distance, his tawny eyes telling me he knew how scared I am - still sacred even if I’m on safe grounds now. He kept gazing at my trembling hands as Zach held me tighter. I had to keep a smile on my face, not wanting to worry my friends. Later, when I’m alone, I will dwell on this anxiety that resurfacing. For now, I’m okay. I can do this. “I’m okay,” I said for the nth time. “I’d like to do it again.”

Just one word: You okay? Jamie’s eyes stung. He typed back before he could stop himself. Not really. But I will be.