I Know You've Been Hurt By Someone Else の小説・ストーリー

He said as he reached for her. Morana pulled away and winced as she tried to stay away from his touch. Brandon frowned and nodded, "I wouldn't forgive me either. I've been away and last night I should have come home and I got caught up with Alpha Kevin that I completely forgot about the promise I made. But, I want you to know, last night was not me. I was drugged, I never would have hurt you, not willingly. I never would have done this to you" He said.

Just in a different context - "Why me?" "During our time apart, i came to understand that i had hurt you deeply..... so i can also comprehend your pain and the agony you're currently feeling. Even if you really wanted to replace me, I would understand if it were any other man. But you didn't have to do so by being with him?."

“Because what you’re doing right now? It’s not just hurting her. It’s hurting you too.” And for once, I had no fight left.

I sit on the bed with my hair completely unruly and feeling heavy on my head. "I can help you again." She says. "No, Tess. I completely zoned out the last time I did it. If it happens again then there might be a possibility that I end up hurting you." I advise. "But I am not that weak. I can take it." She pouts. I smile and turn my head at her. "I know that. But I won't be able to forgive myself if I hurt you. So that's why I need someone else to help me through this. Someone professional enough."

Then how come I fell so hard for a man that I eventually ended up marrying him? I can blame my parents and Dylan for everything I have been through to defend myself but the truth is that I was equally responsible for the pain and sufferings I had gone through till now. It is because 'No one can harm you unless and until you lose your own mind, the control over your feelings that you readily allow yourself to get ruined by someone whom you had trusted blindly.' And that's what had happened with me.

Saw me for who I could be instead of just the fuck-up that I am. Not that I proved her wrong after that. I shouldn’t have driven away. I should’ve stayed there, sorted things out with her. Instead, I did what I always do- bailed when things got hard. I was always afraid that I’d wind up hurting her. It never occurred to me that I’d also get hurt in the process. Fuck, she’s right about that, too- all I do is hurt everyone around me, including myself. And now I’m sitting here feeling fucking sorry for myself again.

I am the one, who hurt him so much so I am not going to push him away, I should be the one to get the pain as I am going to be his replacement for Anna even though I know he will hate me when he wakes up but I can never see him crying like this

God, why am I feeling so lost and confused? I've been trying my best, but it feels like I'm going in circles. I thought it was finally time to move on, with new people and new experiences, but instead, I found myself involved with the same person who hurt me over and over again. It's frustrating to see history repeating itself, and it's making me question my own judgment. I need to find the strength to break free from this toxic cycle and prioritize my own well-being.

Someone who knew me, someone who hated me enough to dedicate serious time and effort to ruining my life. The question was: who had I hurt badly enough to inspire this kind of vengeful campaign?

But I was already walking away. Because sometimes, it wasn’t the enemy that hurt the most. It was the person who knew exactly how much you were already bleeding… and still twisted the knife.