I Miss You More Than Life 소설 & 이야기

"I can’t live without you. My life has been hell since you left." Her breath caught, but her expression didn’t soften. "I… I need you," I whispered, the words cracking in my throat. "I need you more than anything."

Then, barely above a whisper, I added, “I do not care about pride anymore. I just… I just want you back in my life somehow.” My head felt heavy, my body sinking further into the couch. The alcohol tugged at me, pulling me down, but my heart fought to keep speaking, to say the words I had bitten back for so long. “Even if it’s just as a voice on the phone,” I murmured. “Even if you never forgive me. I do not care. I just… I need you to know I miss you. More than I have ever missed anyone.” I swallowed hard, my throat raw and my eyes burning.

“I’ve never loved anyone like you, baby. You are my life, my morning sun, the light that brightens my night. No one can replace you. Your name is engraved in my heart. All I want is you. To me, you are not dead, but alive. Through every breath I take, I feel my love for you. I see you every time I look at our sons. I still want a daughter who looks exactly like you. I’m not ready to let go, and I know this is not the end. Thinking of you keeps me awake. Dreaming of you helps me sleep. Being with you keeps me alive. Lisa… I miss you so much it’s killing me. When someone asks what I love most about life, I’ll tell them… I love you. I always will, until my last breath.”

"I lived a life worse than death in jail. I didn't expect that your hatred of me would allow you to bribe the people inside to take special care of me. Do you know what it feels like to live a life worse than death?" She questioned in a cold voice, she continued to speak without fear, "You surely don't know, do you? Then I'll tell you, life is worse than death is when your heart is completely dead, but your body is still undergoing inhuman torture, if it wasn't for the Wright Family, how could I still be alive now!" At these words, Alex Brown spat out a few words from his thin lips with difficulty, "Not me."

It was deafening. Emotion choked my voice as I whispered to my beloved "I miss you so much, baby." “I miss your touch. I miss your presence. I miss everything about you. Please come back. Please.” Tears accumulated in my eyes until I could not stop them from running. My eyes welled up with tears as everything I cherished collapsed around me. This wasn’t just about losing my wife. The absence of her disconnected everything that made my life whole. My family. My home. Without her presence I became a complete wreck.

I need and want only you",I sob. "I love you too. she hiccups, I love you more than life . I need and want you so much",she sobs in my neck. Thank fuck I got her now.

Do you miss me? Ah shoot!

"You never know the worth of something or someone till you loose it,I can't loose you,I won't loose you,I won't let that happen" "I don't think you understand how important it is for me to hear the sound of your voice everyday,seeing you this quiet and not being able to speak is driving me insane,I think of you every single day,I feel comfortable when I'm around you,I never thought I would like you this much,Michelle,I never planned to,I didn't even plan to have you on my mind 24/7 infact I will make that 25/8 that's if there's a thing like that,now please wake up,I miss seeing your beautiful sparkly pair of eyes,I miss messing with you,I miss arguing with you,I miss making out with you"I de

Maybe. Dearest Miss Pretty; It's been a couple of years since you're gone and I decided to stop searching for you. I have to focus on my studies and fix my life, you know. My life was a mess and there's no one to blame for this but me. My life had become empty, my life has no direction no more. I don't know, I just felt so devastated when you're gone and the next thing I knew, my life turned miserable.

" I get that and I'm not the man I was . I missed you . " © #KCMmuoe