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The kind that didn’t need orders once instinct took over. I backed up slowly, heart slamming against my ribs. “So,” the beta said evenly, “this is where you decided to run. You couldn’t actually try to stay a few days before giving it a shot?” “I’m leaving,” I said, even though my voice shook. “Move. I never planned on staying in the first place.”

I turned on my heel and stormed out of the room, the weight of it all bearing down like a curse. The Luna had vanished. And for the first time in my life, I realized… I was no longer the one being left behind. I was the one being forgotten.

"Your perfect little daughter with your perfect mates in your perfect life whilst mine fell apart!" "My life is not perfect." I took one small step closer. "You know that better than anyone. You were there. You saw what happened." "I saw you leave!" Her voice cracked. "I saw Jack fall apart after you were gone. He never looked at me the way he looked at you. Never spoke to me the way he spoke about you. I was second choice. Always second!" "That is not my fault." I forced the words out evenly. "I did not ask to be cast out. I did not want any of what happened."

The kind that didn’t need orders once instinct took over. I backed up slowly, heart slamming against my ribs. “So,” the beta said evenly, “this is where you decided to run. You couldn’t actually try to stay a few days before giving it a shot?” “I’m leaving,” I said, even though my voice shook. “Move. I never planned on staying in the first place.”

Or maybe disappointment. Or both. I exhaled slowly. Then turned slightly. Already preparing to leave. Because staying would mean weakening again. And I couldn’t afford that. Not anymore. Not after everything. But as I walked away… I didn’t miss the truth that followed me quietly. I missed him. Still. Even now. Even after everything. And that was the most dangerous part of all.

And Vivian wasn't as lively as she used to be. I started paying more attention to Stephanie. Over time, I began to overlook Vivian. Even my son, influenced by me, grew attached to Stephanie, too. I knew Vivian was hurting. But it was like I was caught in something I couldn't shake. I didn't want to deal with it. Until that anniversary, when I broke her completely. She left me for the first time. At first, I wasn't worried. I knew she loved me more than anything. And with her background, how could she survive without me?

She extended her hand, I looked at it before taking it. Her palm was warm, her grip firm. She released me almost immediately, then turned and walked away without looking back. I remained where I was, watching her disappear into the crowd. Three years ago, I had believed leaving me would be the hardest thing Calista ever did. Now I wasn’t even sure she had thought about me after she left, and for the first time in my life, I understood what it meant to want someone’s attention and realize you had no right to demand it.

And I was leaving behind everything I knew once again, chasing what my heart wanted. ____________ A double update! Hope you guys enjoye <3

I knew they both needed me, but the problem was, did either of them want me for who I was, or was it because I had expired and wanted me for that purpose alone? The answer to my question doesn't matter now. I'll be leaving in a week. I needed to put myself first this time and think about my safety before anything else. I wasn't going to throw away another chance at life, especially a better one with no restrictions. I made up my mind to leave the two of them behind. It would be best for the three of us. Maybe one day, we will all find someone new to love and cherish once more, or maybe we will all give up on love. I knew it existed. Klaus and Tiffany had it going for them. I knew my parents

Silence reigned for a couple of seconds before I spoke. “Then maybe it’s already different for me.” And with that, I finally left.