Im Not Ok Novels & Stories

Not now. Not ever.

“Not even me.” ---------

Elara Hart is the Infernal Pack’s omega, the girl everyone pushes around and the laughingstock of a pack that has never shown her an ounce of respect. For years, she has been hopelessly in love with Kevin Blackwood, the District Alpha’s son and the boy she’s given her all since childhood.On the night of Kevin’s initiation as the new District Alpha, Elara expects her life to finally change. Instead, it shatters.Standing before the entire pack, Kevin announces Mira Clark as his mate. As cameras flash and laughter erupts around her, Elara watches the last pieces of her dignity crumble. Humiliated, rejected, and betrayed, she finally realizes a painful truth:She has spent her entire life begging

Not free. Just waiting.

He never liked me and it was only me that was crazy in love with him. My friends are not even mine. It was all an act, an illusion. Which I led myself to believe. Not anymore. I took a deep breath to stop the coming tears. I could not cry a single tear on such a mean person. “ He is an asshole.” a voice said from behind me and I panicked. The owner of the voice was Tristan Erickson. His family is new in town but fairly well known. We don’t run in the same circles but we worked together on one project he is fairly nice.

“Good morning Mom.” “Shane, why are you here and why are you not dressed for work?” “Oh. About that, I won’t be going to the office today.” “Why not? I told you yesterday we will be leaving together. The board wants to meet you.” “They can do that tomorrow, Mom.”

"It's not okay.” ‎

Not now, not ever. ***

I glanced at him and continued, "Your Daddy and I have already divorced. You don't have to apologize to me the next time you call someone else your 'mommy'." "Emily will become your new mommy soon. She's a nice person, and you happen to like her. You'll all live a happy life moving forward." Julian trailed after me all the way to the entrance of my house. He refused to leave. "Do you have anything else? If not, I'll shut the door now," I said. Julian widened his eyes in disbelief. "I can't believe you refused to forgive me when I already apologized to you! You'll surely regret this!"

He asked, glaring into his eyes intently. Fred was dazed. He shrugged and thought that it is alright if he is not good and perfect in all things. He's not God and it's certain that there are things he would not be good at. For the ones he's good at, he appreciates it and is content with it. His work and romance life were top notch on things he's good at and Lan confirmed it to him. “Alright, tell me where my imperfection lies?” Fred demanded, chuckling silently as his brother glared into his eyes as if he was searching for a missing link.