Novel & Cerita It's Been A Really Really Messed Up Week Lyrics

Two more weeks passed . I was broken , broken beyond words , I had not been able to leave the house and I had been mopping my life . I felt weak , I felt like I was some kind of piece of shit and for the first time in a long while , I felt disgusted with myself . I didn’t know what I was thinking that made me mess myself up till this level , I could never have imagined that this was going to come to this level .

🎶He wanna squeeze on ma back and ma breastasiz🎶 🎶They wanna press the kid but can't impress the kid🎶 🎶They be lucky if they even got next to this🎶 🎶Can I know what I bring, some don't bring anything🎶 🎶I'd rather eat on my own if I can't eat widda king🎶 🎶I been about ma bag, I can't forget ma tag🎶 🎶None of them can't don't like me🎶 🎶None of their bitches ain't doin' it like me🎶 🎶My whole ting diff, know your feelin' it high key🎶 🎶I know what your thinking I'm all in your psyche🎶 🎶Any time you come around, you calm my anxiety🎶 🎶Got me feeling some typa way🎶 🎶Call my phone any time ah day🎶

Somethin' feels broke, need to fix it I cry out for help, do they listen? I'ma be alone until it's finished This is the part where I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lyin' I just don't want you to worry This is the part where I take all my feelings and hide 'em 'Cause I don't want nobody to hurt me I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well Still no luck, but oh, well I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail

🎼 It was that day after losing every hope I thought it was over for me not until I met you Your car racing towards that tree I thought 'what a reckless driver' I wanted to leave but my legs kept moving towards your car And there you sat with an injured head Twas that moment I knew...... You were the one Uh uh I knew you were the one once that day Uh hm, I'm broken and down No where to go, no hope left Suddenly I see a man crushing his car in a tree Oh what a reckless driver I thought

"And what if we can't?" "We will," he assured me. "We have to." Later that evening as I settled on the couch in my living room, I lowered my head into my hands. At the same time I offered up a low groan. As I’d been driving home, Bruno Mars’s song, Grenade, came on the radio and I couldn’t get the words of the song out of my head. They echoed everything I felt. And no matter how much the deceiving, low-down, dirty rotten bastard had almost destroyed me by hiding what he’d done, I knew, damn his worthless, beautiful hide, I hadn’t meant one single ugly word I'd spoken out loud or within my mind.

I can hold on I can't sleep at nights The overthinking is not fine But I can't help it I want everything to stop please These days people scare me I can't look them into eyes These days I can't eat Because I don't feel at ease I know I'm not alone I have people around me But they don't seem to notice I am loosing myself slowly. They say ,they love me But then , why can't I see it? Why can't I feel it? Why am I feeling all this??? Why am I loosing my mind? Why am I not enjoying myself? Where the heck my mind has been lately? Why can't I concentrate?? I feel so stupid For feeling all this things But I can't help it Someone help me stop it. I know I'm beautiful But, I know I'm ugly too

If only they had believed me before I wouldn't have been in this situation. "Mmm so?" I asked them not knowing what they want from me now. ***************************************** 🎶Song : Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus ***************************************** ✨Hi guys, ✨How are you all doing? ✨Stay healthy and happy❤️ ✨So how was the chapter? ✨So sorry for the delay. I was so busy and caught up with taking care of my grandma, household works and office works. ✨As you all know my grandma was not well now she's good actually better. Thanks for all the prayers and love you guys showered me with.

One week went in a blur and this week is following the same lead. I've no will whatsoever to even know what day it is and what the hell I'm doing with my life. I feel so utterly betrayed and destroyed that it overcomes any other feelings in my heart and declines them from surfacing.

i replied She puts it and we began We come into this world unknown But know that we are not alone They try and knock us down But change is coming, it's our time now Hey, everybody loses it Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes And hey, yeah I know what you're going through Don't let it get the best of you, you'll make it out alive Oh, people like us we've gotta stick together Keep your head up, nothing lasts forever Here's to the damned to the lost and forgotten It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh We are all misfits living in a world on fire Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh Sing it for the people like us, the people like us Hey, this is not a funera

Please don’t try to find me through my dealer He won’t pick up his phone Please don’t try my father either He ain’t been home for years I know I’m no spirit seeker I can’t sleep through the tears I get lost in the ether I check it, I wreck it, I turn it around I gave you all my money, gave you all my money Gave you all my money, gave you all my money I don’t wanna live I don’t wanna give you nothing ’Cause you never give me nothing back Why can’t you be good for something? Not one shirt off your back Why can’t you be good for something? Not one shirt off your back She was so lost in the song that she did not notice someone was playing horn from behind. Just then she felt as if something hit