It's My First Time Being Loved Novels & Stories

And that excited me. «It may not be my first child nor yours, he had told me, but it will be the first with the love of my life. Don't feel bad for not having first times with me, you do, and they are more important. When I make love to you, it's the first time I've felt too many things: love, desire, everything! That is not achieved with anyone. When I kiss you is the first time I feel something in my stomach. When I do things with you, Carolina, I feel like I'm enjoying them for the first time. Because you are my first and only love. The first person I came to love with all my being. Love you."

The first time I said "I love you" to her was during our honeymoon. We were in a café by the beach when it started raining, and in that moment, everything felt magical—the most magical moment of my life. The words came out so spontaneously, so naturally, as if they’d been waiting forever to be said.

“You doing okay.” “Holden, it feels so good. It hurts a little but please don’t stop. And before I forget to tell you. I love you too. I have never stopped loving you. I am so glad I waited for this. You were meant to be my first and only.” That declaration of love from her made this feel like my first time too. No matter who came before her, they didn’t matter. This is the start of my life all over again.

she teased. “You still have doubts? You can ask all the people here and they will tell you the same thing.” Still smiling, she shook her head. “No need. It’s just that it’s normal that you are my first man, my first love since I never really had the chance to meet a lot of men. But for me to become your first? I still find it surprising and overwhelming. I didn’t know this is what it’d feel like to be the first love of your first love.”

He spread my legs apart, rubbing his hard cock around my pussy. "ahhhh" I let out a moan though his cock wasn't even in me yet. "you're tight ease up for me" he was right although I've been in a relationship already, I've never had sex with anyone before and this was going to be my first time. He shoved his huge cock slowly in me, each time he went deeper my head went numb. "ahhh ahhh yes yes yes" I said with tears flowing from my eyes not just because of the pain of being penetrated for the first time but because for the first time ever I felt loved and satisfied.

I spend my alone time with myself by just doing that. I experienced all of my first times with Macedonia. All of my firsts—a kiss, a date, and a relationship—were with Macedonia. Because I was scared of commitment, I had never been in a romantic relationship before. But it was worthwhile when I first met Macedonia in high school. And that's when I understood that falling in love, even only once, is still good. There are certain arguments that cannot be resolved, but they can be in the end.

I love that I'm the one who's making her feel this way. I bask in the feeling that I was her first time as well.

he groans. The pleasure I feel is not only in my body but in my heart and soul as well. “Is it always like this?” I want to know. His thrusts become more powerful, tongues of fire licking all over my body. “I don’t know. It is the first time I have made love.” Tears pool inside my eyes. “I love you so much,” I say. “You are my everything. This is how it will always be between us,” he promises. I run my free hand over his back while he kisses my shoulders before burying his face in the hollow of my neck.

Something permanent. Love didn’t always come wrapped in light. Sometimes, it bled. But in that room, with his arms around me, I believed,for the first time in forever,that I wasn’t broken. I was claimed. Fiercely. Entirely. And for now, that was enough.

MAD “It’s not like that.” He swallowed hard, blinking. “Oh, please.” I rolled my eyes. “He’s your first love, and you felt safe around him and seen for the first time. He accepted who you are, you found the love that you’ve been yearning to feel since the arrival of your baby sister, who’s adorable, beautiful, and loved by your people. You lost that attention from everybody while she became more popular than you. How am I doing so far?”